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[ladyofsorrow]

i can't believe this. really.. i'm so shocked.. he had so much going for him.. he was young, smart, amazing, cute, so talented, he had such a great demeanor about him.. I would have never guessed.. in a million years.. the last thing i would have ever thought.. I can't believe it's been 10 days and I just found out.. I guess if it would have come

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[the_melanie]

aw gappy. yeah, i remember when I "first" met him at the pizza place and he informed me we'd already met. And i was obviously too drunk to remember. He told Mike he should take a picture of my boobs like that Janet Jackson poster. Remember when we were alone in the hotel room with him and he was under the covers being lovey dovey with his gf. That was weird. He was the edge the NOF needed in their lives. But my favorite time of him was the AAR show. Remember...

"That looks like Gappy..."
"OH MY GOD IT IS!!!"

<3 He's probably hanging out with my friends now. Lucky him.

Ok, I've thought about this entirely too much. Like every second since I found out. And I need to stop. Because it's driving me insane.

Post that other pic of him too from Cleveland

[ladyofsorrow]

you mean the mystery picture? I think he must have taken that when we left him alone at the hotel.

[erac]

i swear last night i posted a comment but i look now and i guess it didnt work? anyways, it went along the lines of...

hey carrie,
i am sorry to read this.
suicide is not such a good idea.
but hanging out with you certainly is.
and in repliance to your comment, i am indeed bringing my vehicle to school with me.
so hopefully we can work a little sum'in sum'in out and we can be friends in our faraway homes.
i love you and i love your face.
merry christmas my precious pup.
love,
care.