Lead me out on the moonlit floor, Lift your open hand, Strike up the band and make the fireflies

[ladyofthefae]

I really should be working on my thinking about for Lit. but it's so dull

Comments

[lordofthetape]

I care about you. I understand how you're feeling. I think I can relate. I'm feelin' the same way you are...

[pokestarwind]

Nicola, I love you, but (no offense), I don't particularly want to snog you. But I know how you feel- I often feel the same way. I hope you get that wonderful snog and that your lit turns out alright.

[ladyofthefae]

Haha. I love you too Emy and I don't want you to snog me either. It's more that I'm just feeling a bit lonely and mopey. Blah. I'll be fine tomorrow; I just need a good night's sleep.

i liked the song lyrics...

[dobes_corolla]

i like what you said. I like what you said a lot, actually. i have been feeling that way for a while now, i guess. well, mostly just being confused about myself and wanting college to come so things can be like a "fresh start." andi and i broke up the other day, and since then, i felt like i needed to have some sense of a "fresh" start. i have sort of quit my job at longs, and thought about lots of different things, things that i don't think i would have thought about otherwise... this was probably something that i should have put in an entry of my own; sorry...:/ crazy. we should talk some time. i think we should correspond more often, now that we have a class other than band together...there you go.

Re: i liked the song lyrics...

[ladyofthefae]

I'm glad I'm not the only one feeling confused. Of course we can talk sometime. I find that a good rant can be refreshing.
Thanks for helping me with juggling by the way!

[katluvr333]

"I will always be overly dramatic, care too deeply about things, and want to be loved. "
Don't change that, because its what people love about you.
I had that same thought about college today. "I feel like I'll mess that up too." Sorry I don't have anything else to insightful or wise to say, but I hope you feel better.

[ladyofthefae]

Thanks Heather. That means a lot. Sometimes being insightful or wise is way less important than just being there. So thanks.

[lordofthetape]

Seriously, Nicola. Don't change. You're a wonderful person, and you aren't overly dramatic. You can never care too deeply about things, and you are loved. By many.

[ladyofthefae]

Wes, I think I'm actually realizing that I am a wonderful person. I do need to change a few things in my life though. I am loved and I am strong and I'm really sick of being messed with.

[hobbit_cogs]

That was pretty amazing. Sums up most of me. I hope I'm not THAT bad, am I? I just like snogging. But yes, at times, I crave affection just to reassure me I'm doing something right.

At least you know that others sympathize. And your writing is fantastic.

[ladyofthefae]

Thanks D. I didn't mean to make you sound bad at all. I really admire how open, accepting, and cuddly you are. By cuddly I mean that you give the best tummy hugs ever and you are one person I always feel I can just go up to and hug. I really don't want to to snog you of course, but I like how you make snogging seem like this healthy, happy thing that everyone has a right to.

[hobbit_cogs]

They do! People get so hung up over kissing and it baffles me. I mean, no genitals are involved, so there's not worrisomeness or grossness about it. It's like......hugging. I'd kiss people just as much as I hug them if I could, but everyone would go haywire, so I don't. I just like LOVING people, but then most aren't very comfortable even with hugging.....it's a thin line between socially affectionate and just invasive.

Affection is GOOD FOR PEOPLE. If more people got hugged and possibly snogged daily there would be much less trauma in the world I think.

[hobbit_cogs]

And I think you're fantastic, too. I mean, really. I'm glad I'm getting to know you this year, because I always wanted to but never thought I would.