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[ladyofthere]

We had a visitor this morning, someone I didn't know. I was working on some art before that, but I just can't get back into it now. I know it's so stupid to get freaked about not knowing someone who comes to your door. I mean, my other housemates have friends too. He said that he knew Allanah, but Allanah wasn't here then. She is now. They're in

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[gonetoground]

Ah, but I know what it is to have your work interrupted by a stranger. It's not easy, and if you're the least bit uncomfortable, it's going to interfere with your work. I'm sorry, Amanda. I know how frustrating that must be. I'm sure the guy is fine though, if he's a friend of Allanah's.

I don't think anything we might feel after a death is stupid. Even knowing what we do, we still have to find a way to deal. It's never going to be easy. I still miss Bianca and Jubilee.

And I should contemplate this change
To ease the pain
And I should step out of the rain
Turn away

At times the dark's fading slowly
But it never sustains
Would someone watch over me
In my time of need

We're heading out for the Great British Fiction tour with Dark Tranquillity tomorrow, so need as much as anything brings Tamm and I together. He's not in the best mood, but I think the looming tour is still bringing him some measure of excitement. I think this chance to get away will be really good for him, actually. Time out of London. We head for Cardiff tomorrow

[ladyofthere]

If anything, the looming tour will be the one thing that will bring Tamm out of himself again. He seems to love music, even more than even we do, I think.

I'll miss you, with both of you gone. I almost wish I could come along too. Very glad that I happened to catch you before you at least disappeared. How long will you both be away?

[gonetoground]

Oh, I think I could give him a run for his money ;) But you're right, if anything will lift his spirits, it's this tour. He gets to support his heroes. I'm sure we'll all take inspiration from talking with them.

I'll miss you too, Amanda. I do wish you could join us. It would be fun to see England and Scotland together. We'll be back for the London show next Saturday. You should come along :)

[ladyofthere]

You're right, you probably could. *smiles* How silly of me to forget. I would dearly love to see you all smiling and taking inspiration. As you can imagine, there aren't a lot of smiles here at the moment.

I'm tempted... We'll see. Have a really lovely time away, my darling.