I feel like I have pulled myself from the ruble that is tragic people and their self destructive behavior. I put in my two weeks at Jamba Juice, thank god. No more of that place and all the drama it entails. City started yesterday, I am taking a human sexuality and (hopefully) photo 1. I start cosmetology school either Sept. 2 or the 23. I feel ( Read more... )

I haven't been sleeping much lately. When you go to bed at quarter past three you begin to realize just how much a person can accomplish in one day. And we only ever live one day. Work has become more than mundane, though there is drama. A love triangle between Sam(my brother, yes we work together), another boy and another girl. It doesn't help ( Read more... )

I worked last night...ugh. I went to work not being able to breathe and coughing the whole time, luckily they put me on register so I wasn't contaminating smoothies. They wanted me to close...I wouldn't have gotten off until 12:30. At first I said I would, then I started getting chills and feeling as though I was going to faint. By the time my ( Read more... )

I closed last night, didnt wake until two hours ago. I love my dream world. I had amazingly symbolic dreams last night. Beautiful. I should clean house and do a bunch of errands but I dont want to...I feel like being lazy, except for one thing; I will be making a trip to the gym today. I have been there each day for the last week and a half running ( Read more... )

i went to san fran a week ago tuesday and had the greatest time i have had in a looongg time. I even got a new tattoo. Last night i went to a sewing party and now i have a new shirt that only cost me $1.88. i am looking forward to the 4th-o-july...i am going to shelly's for some fun in the sun. plus i have the 6-8 off so i just may skip town again ( Read more... )

I have been busy: working a lot, writing a lot, dancing a lot. Doing Lindsay things. It seems that I am going to start cosmetology school in september. Within ten months I will be finished with my training and ready to pass the state tests. About this time my mom wants to move. Her friend has planted the seed of Seattle (which sounds good to me). ( Read more... )

I got paid today (YEAH!) and I got my septum pierced saturday (YEAH!). I took Molly to get her first piercing ever, and paid for half as a late birthday gift. Molly got the madonna. It looks really cute on her. She is my only friend from Jr. High that I still like hanging out with and/or talk with. She is moving to San Francisco in Sept/Oct to go ( Read more... )

i just got off work. Sometimes I hate it. Like yesterday I seriously had the worst day at Jamba of my life. In my mind I was cursing everyone, calling them cunts and damning them to hell. I visualized everyone slipping on the floors and dieing. IT WAS REALLY BAD. After work I wanted to cry and felt really bad that I cursed all my co-workers. So I ( Read more... )

I was looking through my old books. I love Henry Rollins. I marked this passage in Eye Scream ( Read more... )

I would stick my gum in your hair if it would make you happy.