Lead the Way - Chapter 037 - Control
There is a disease I call YouTube disease. You know, a friend sends you a link to a song, you really just want to spend these three minutes watching it, but 2 hours later you end up with Obama's inauguration speech in rap or whatever. It works just as well for google. Or Facebook.
This morning I got an email, saying I had a message. So I went to answer the message, which by the way I still haven't done. I found the news feed and someone agreeing on my views about the Milow song from Thursday. So I scrolled down to see people's comments. I found out that a friend of mine was single again, which is super odd, because just last week, we were all hanging out at my graduation party and things were really good. So I called him, arranged lunch with him.
This time I really wanted to click on that message button, but I saw a new update and boom I was on YT. So since we know a problem shared is a problem halved here's the link: Don't stand for homophobic bullying Spend those 4min. It's not the best ad out there, but it is nice and I'm really hoping you'll get the YT-disease and come back with more awesome stuff :)
Moving on to the reason you're all here, before I get my head bashed in. JJ's finally doing something!
Lead the Way - 037 - Control
JJ didn’t have much time. Nevertheless, she needed to catch her lover by surprise. She had resorted to taking advantage of her best friend. The excuse she had given for her request had gotten her a doubtful ‘ah-ha’ and she was sure she would need a better reason tomorrow for wanting to know if Emily’s cell phone was at her home.
Now, an hour later, JJ pulled out her own cell and whispered into it:
“Are you alone?” Emily recognized the voice immediately
“I am. Why are you whispering JJ?”
“Get your door.” The line went dead and the brunette wondered just what was going on as she walked over to her door. She opened it to a dark hallway and found herself pushed back by a strong and firm hand on her chest. A subtle clunk told them the door was closed.
“JJ? What in God’s name?” A finger on her lips made her quiet.
“Hush now.”
Taking a step back she took in the sight in front of her. JJ looked different to say the least. Her hair was pulled back in a pony tail; her make up was dark, eyes smoky, lips a dark crimson. She wore a navy blue raincoat and blue high heels.
Without a sound she pushed her lover to the couch. She wished she knew where the bedroom was but she needed to be in control so the couch would have to do. Straddling her, JJ helped the profiler out of her blouse.
Darkness was only battled by the lights from the city and in the half-light JJ let her hands do the seeing. This time she took her time to take in the view. Emily moaned under the touch and arched into her lover’s hands.
This side of JJ was new to her and it didn’t take Emily a split second to decide that she liked it. She wanted to fully enjoy it, embrace her aggressiveness and give her everything she had come looking for.
She pulled JJ’s legs around herself, lifting her up and carrying her upstairs to her bedroom. Gently she laid her down on the bed, fumbling for the offending belt buckle that still held the raincoat in its place; never parting with JJ’s lips.
“No, no, no. Not this time.”
“Huh?” Emily asked out of breath. Unless this was some kind of dream there was no mistaking JJ’s actions; Emily was going to get lucky tonight.
“Tonight you don’t get to be in control, okay?”
Emily swallowed hard. The other woman had no idea what she had just asked of her. Emily had never let go of her control. She had had sex, she had had women fuck her but she never had felt any deeper connection with them. Not since Sorina.
Somewhere in the foggy part of her brain where unconscious thoughts made their way to consciousness Emily knew that what she felt for JJ was more than a crush; more than lust and desire. Even without fully acknowledging it she had acted accordingly.
As long as she held on to her control, as long as she had something of her own, untouched by JJ, she could still pretend that this was nothing serious.
“Okay?”
Emily looked into the blue eyes of her lover and nodded. Albeit knowing that this would come to haunt her one day - the day she was once more alone at night - Emily simply was powerless to say no to those eyes.
Feeling the change in her lover, JJ finally took off her coat and revealed a black negligee shimmering blue in the lights of the city. Tossing off her shoes she turned her attention back to the brunette. Emily’s pants were no match for her hands and the blonde pushed her back on the bed.
Straddling her almost naked lover JJ leaned in for a kiss. Her hands set out once more to explore every curve until they found the last patch of lace covering Emily. The brunette was already more than ready for her as she moaned under the touch. JJ let her hand slip under the waistline and stopped, shocked.
“You shave.” Emily responded with a soft moan of approval.
“I don’t.” Again JJ had stated the obvious and Emily couldn’t understand why. Frankly, she didn’t care right now. She grabbed the delicate wrist and pushed it further down. Now that she had allowed the beast within her a little more leash, she needed to feed it.
JJ snapped back to reality and did her best to please her lover. It didn’t take long and Emily found release in her lover’s arms.
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JJ was still lying in her arms minutes later and the sight profoundly astounded Emily. She never cuddled after sex, never feeling the need for it. She had finally let JJ in and she had almost heard the walls inside her crumble.
Never before had she felt so alive, so spent, so satisfied in her entire existence than in these very moments. She knew beyond the shadow of a doubt that she wanted this again and again and to never let go of Jennifer Jareau. It was too late for holding back now anyway. The memories were made and it would hurt one day, though hopefully not all too soon.
Just a little while longer Emily wanted to stay with her angel. Just a little while longer believe in happiness. Just a little while longer shut out the cold truths she knew were already lurking in the shadows.
“Should I drive you home?”
“Hm?” came the sleepy reply.
“You can’t leave Henry alone too long, can you?” she said, scared to ask what she really wanted - if JJ wanted to stay the night.
“No, I can’t stay.” JJ let Emily hear the regret in her voice instead of saying ‘But I’d love to wake up to you every morning for the rest of my life’.
“I’ll drive you.”
“No it’s okay. I drove here, remember?” Oh, Emily was certain she would never forget that look, the way she had walked toward her, that raincoat, the negligee.
“Won’t you be cold?” she asked, suddenly remembering that it was November and a raincoat wasn’t exactly warm.
“Not with the pictures you put in my head.”
Emily blushed a little, but forced a winter coat on the blonde. “I don’t want you to get sick and not be able to come by, say… later this week?”
“Are we a bit cocky? Thinking you’ll get lucky twice in just one week?”
“At least.” A smug smile spread across the pale face lighting up the entire bedroom.
This morning I got an email, saying I had a message. So I went to answer the message, which by the way I still haven't done. I found the news feed and someone agreeing on my views about the Milow song from Thursday. So I scrolled down to see people's comments. I found out that a friend of mine was single again, which is super odd, because just last week, we were all hanging out at my graduation party and things were really good. So I called him, arranged lunch with him.
This time I really wanted to click on that message button, but I saw a new update and boom I was on YT. So since we know a problem shared is a problem halved here's the link: Don't stand for homophobic bullying Spend those 4min. It's not the best ad out there, but it is nice and I'm really hoping you'll get the YT-disease and come back with more awesome stuff :)
Moving on to the reason you're all here, before I get my head bashed in. JJ's finally doing something!
Lead the Way - 037 - Control
JJ didn’t have much time. Nevertheless, she needed to catch her lover by surprise. She had resorted to taking advantage of her best friend. The excuse she had given for her request had gotten her a doubtful ‘ah-ha’ and she was sure she would need a better reason tomorrow for wanting to know if Emily’s cell phone was at her home.
Now, an hour later, JJ pulled out her own cell and whispered into it:
“Are you alone?” Emily recognized the voice immediately
“I am. Why are you whispering JJ?”
“Get your door.” The line went dead and the brunette wondered just what was going on as she walked over to her door. She opened it to a dark hallway and found herself pushed back by a strong and firm hand on her chest. A subtle clunk told them the door was closed.
“JJ? What in God’s name?” A finger on her lips made her quiet.
“Hush now.”
Taking a step back she took in the sight in front of her. JJ looked different to say the least. Her hair was pulled back in a pony tail; her make up was dark, eyes smoky, lips a dark crimson. She wore a navy blue raincoat and blue high heels.
Without a sound she pushed her lover to the couch. She wished she knew where the bedroom was but she needed to be in control so the couch would have to do. Straddling her, JJ helped the profiler out of her blouse.
Darkness was only battled by the lights from the city and in the half-light JJ let her hands do the seeing. This time she took her time to take in the view. Emily moaned under the touch and arched into her lover’s hands.
This side of JJ was new to her and it didn’t take Emily a split second to decide that she liked it. She wanted to fully enjoy it, embrace her aggressiveness and give her everything she had come looking for.
She pulled JJ’s legs around herself, lifting her up and carrying her upstairs to her bedroom. Gently she laid her down on the bed, fumbling for the offending belt buckle that still held the raincoat in its place; never parting with JJ’s lips.
“No, no, no. Not this time.”
“Huh?” Emily asked out of breath. Unless this was some kind of dream there was no mistaking JJ’s actions; Emily was going to get lucky tonight.
“Tonight you don’t get to be in control, okay?”
Emily swallowed hard. The other woman had no idea what she had just asked of her. Emily had never let go of her control. She had had sex, she had had women fuck her but she never had felt any deeper connection with them. Not since Sorina.
Somewhere in the foggy part of her brain where unconscious thoughts made their way to consciousness Emily knew that what she felt for JJ was more than a crush; more than lust and desire. Even without fully acknowledging it she had acted accordingly.
As long as she held on to her control, as long as she had something of her own, untouched by JJ, she could still pretend that this was nothing serious.
“Okay?”
Emily looked into the blue eyes of her lover and nodded. Albeit knowing that this would come to haunt her one day - the day she was once more alone at night - Emily simply was powerless to say no to those eyes.
Feeling the change in her lover, JJ finally took off her coat and revealed a black negligee shimmering blue in the lights of the city. Tossing off her shoes she turned her attention back to the brunette. Emily’s pants were no match for her hands and the blonde pushed her back on the bed.
Straddling her almost naked lover JJ leaned in for a kiss. Her hands set out once more to explore every curve until they found the last patch of lace covering Emily. The brunette was already more than ready for her as she moaned under the touch. JJ let her hand slip under the waistline and stopped, shocked.
“You shave.” Emily responded with a soft moan of approval.
“I don’t.” Again JJ had stated the obvious and Emily couldn’t understand why. Frankly, she didn’t care right now. She grabbed the delicate wrist and pushed it further down. Now that she had allowed the beast within her a little more leash, she needed to feed it.
JJ snapped back to reality and did her best to please her lover. It didn’t take long and Emily found release in her lover’s arms.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
JJ was still lying in her arms minutes later and the sight profoundly astounded Emily. She never cuddled after sex, never feeling the need for it. She had finally let JJ in and she had almost heard the walls inside her crumble.
Never before had she felt so alive, so spent, so satisfied in her entire existence than in these very moments. She knew beyond the shadow of a doubt that she wanted this again and again and to never let go of Jennifer Jareau. It was too late for holding back now anyway. The memories were made and it would hurt one day, though hopefully not all too soon.
Just a little while longer Emily wanted to stay with her angel. Just a little while longer believe in happiness. Just a little while longer shut out the cold truths she knew were already lurking in the shadows.
“Should I drive you home?”
“Hm?” came the sleepy reply.
“You can’t leave Henry alone too long, can you?” she said, scared to ask what she really wanted - if JJ wanted to stay the night.
“No, I can’t stay.” JJ let Emily hear the regret in her voice instead of saying ‘But I’d love to wake up to you every morning for the rest of my life’.
“I’ll drive you.”
“No it’s okay. I drove here, remember?” Oh, Emily was certain she would never forget that look, the way she had walked toward her, that raincoat, the negligee.
“Won’t you be cold?” she asked, suddenly remembering that it was November and a raincoat wasn’t exactly warm.
“Not with the pictures you put in my head.”
Emily blushed a little, but forced a winter coat on the blonde. “I don’t want you to get sick and not be able to come by, say… later this week?”
“Are we a bit cocky? Thinking you’ll get lucky twice in just one week?”
“At least.” A smug smile spread across the pale face lighting up the entire bedroom.