You know how they say your mind can be your own worse enemy? Well lately thats all my mind seems to be, no matter how hard I try I can't get thoughts oueelt of my head of my parents and the "what if".  I should be angry as hell that they made us leave ourell home up in Ringgold GA and wouldn't give us the house like they said they would. yes I am ( Read more... )

Do you ever regret things you have done in the past?  Do they seem in someway haunt your inner thoughts even we you try to forget them?  It seems like I have been dealing with past alot over the years off and on.  I think "what if I had done this instead of that" I always play the thoughts out in my head. It seems ever since Katrina Tony's ex ( Read more... )

June 10th, 2013 is a day that will be forever grained in my mind, we thought we were going to the doctor to get a first real look at our child growing inside of me. this was not to be, our lilbit as we had come to call it, had stopped developing at around 5 to 6 weeks and I was 8 weeks pregnant.   We were told our first child would never be, that ( Read more... )

Well It's official!  Tony and I having a baby. I noticed alittle over a week ago that my period was late while we were camping, after we got home I took a pregnancy on Monday morning at 3am cause I couldn't sleep. Low and behold it was positive. Took another on Tuesday morning to make sure and it was positive as well! We figured the due date should ( Read more... )

Tony called me at lunch and told me he had to put his roi in for managment for Publix and asked if he should do just Rom, GA or Chattanooga and Rome. He ended up putting it for both, if he gets a spot here in Chattanooga then we are still in the reach of my parents.  Rome, GA doesn't seem far enough only but I really don't want to move to Mobile ( Read more... )

Well, Thursday I went and got my first tattoo with my bestie Tracy, Tony tagged along for support. I ended up going with a pretty big one for my first one. But I totally love it, Tony is the one who found the picture and helped me to choose what I wanted. I ended up going with a manga looking tattoo of Reenie from Sailor Moon.
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So Tony and I were "invited" over to my parents Friday to "eat dinner" we should have known that is was to good to be true so just have a nice dinner.  We were hit with with my mother telling us that we will no longer be will have my grandfather's house signed over to us to live in but will have to take out a loan to by this house from anywhere ( Read more... )

Do you ever look in the mirror one day and just decide to make a change?  Well at the end of Janurary thats what I did. I looked in the mirror and decided I was tired of being over weight and always feeling like a fatass. I went to the gym with my bestfriend Tracy one day and worked out with her, she killed me to say the least where I couldn't walk ( Read more... )

Merry Christmas! first off. My baby woke me up at 6:30 this morning and was it was starting to snow.. well  by 7:30am is was sticking by to the ground. By 10am we had couple of inches. Family did mange to make it down and that was great. Never had a white Christmas before so it really made it the best Christmas  soo far! Also Tony made his very ( Read more... )

Ever feel like your so broke you haven't got a pot to piss in?   Well we are at that point yet again...but to my hours being cut again and not sure if they are going to pick up even with it being the holiday season due to hiring more help than we need.. Everytime I look at the credit card  bills, car paymeant, and other debit I  just want to snap ( Read more... )