I dont know about this new begining stuff

[ladysilvertears]

IT may be a new new but the last three the new year hasnt brought me much luck , with in the frist 4 months of the year i have lost some one i died all but the 2005 when my dad passes away 10 days later he sent me my beautiful grand son to help heal .. But still this is still a hole in my heart , i miss my dad , and you know dawn was there

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[jadedheartz]

Hi kid.
Congrats on the babies. Im waiting for #1. Due in Sept. Im pretty excited now that I am over the shock of it.

I still dunno what to say about Dawn. It either hasn't sunk in or I am in a permanent vege state. I have so much going on with my son that I cant focus on much else at the moment.

Im sorry for her loss. I know how bad it hurts.
I'll call you later today.

Me

[ladysilvertears]

hey welcome to my club hun the
grannnie club , let me tell you
its great you can spoil them
and then send them home to mom
and dad .. I know sis there isnt
anything much to say , I know
one person who isnt effected at
all , how uncaring can one
person be.. and to top it off
claims that she is being visited
in her sleep , sounds to me like
there is a guilty mind here ..
after you read my post for wed
nesday you will know that i have
learn my leason .I should have
listen you and dawn along time
ago , but i just kept hoping
boy what a idiot i am. love ya
sis be good..

[jadedheartz]

uh, i wasn't about to believe some of that that till I read some of it in her journal myself.
but, it goes from loving kind caring to off the handle weird, then back again. I totally don't understand the storms of bi polar people. You'd think after being on the net for 10 yrs that I'd realize that probably 70% of the ones we've met in that time are nuts in the truest form of the word.
The dreams could be true I suppose but not in the content level she's reported. On average, those who're dead, KNOW it. There are the handful that just dont have the clue but those are usually the very young so I seriously doubt that ours is lost and clueless. And moreso, she wouldn't be making visits there to find her way. She'd be hanging on the breath of her own.

Im excited about Josh. And Twin is comin to the wedding so that makes it even more fun! I cant wait to see her! Just 2 more weeks!

[dreams2forget]

Love you honey.

[ladysilvertears]

I know the new begining seems
like it hasnt happend huh? well
i know for me that i have gotten rid of one bad monkey so hopefully the new begining will happen soon
love kid