a) you're gay
b) you've got a girlfriend
c) you kinda thought i came on too strong
d) i just wasn't your thing
no ring.

i think i have this figured out.
tonight, i make fried rice. i just wish the oyster sauce didn't go bad.

I'm really torn on just about every single thing going on in my life. How does that even happen?

MYSPACE: Stop telling me I have 1 Unread Crush. And let Eman delete her profile, damnit.

Nina, we should get back on making those shirts with Beethoven's face.
I'm serious, I want this shirt. I am going to go home and listen to some Beethoven.
Or maybe Borodin. But to put Borodin on a shirt, he has this 'stache, but not the crazy hair.

I have dreams of being that cute girl on stage that isn't afraid to just plain rock out.

No one opened the library today so I got a call from David at three and opened since I live so close. Silly library Sundayz confusion. I remember two years ago when I came to open but no one else was here and I didn't know how ( Read more... )

i think my apartment is shitting bugs. bugs of all kinds! and i can't sleep at night because they're making noise and i keep imagining them being creepy crawly on me ( Read more... )

Earlier this summer I watched this horrible movie for complete teenage eye candy, even though it wasn't really eye candy and I'm not-so-teenage. But anyway, they discussed letters. And on the episode of My So-Called Life (because I watch old -teenage- television on the internet) the girl received a letter. Both of these got me thinking about ( Read more... )

Everything I've realized recently points to the fact that I've grown. I know myself just that much more. And as unhappy as I may seem to think I am, just knowing that I'm not the person I was before is satisfying.

I was thinking earlier, with me being so gahdamn girly, that I forgot what going on a date was like, in general. I could probably count the number of dates I've been on with my hands. Fingers. The fingers on one hand, maybe. I just don't remember, but maybe it's because the relationships I've been in have been with people I already knew? Or ( Read more... )