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He's Always Busy
I know it's school, but he's always busy. I'm lucky if I get a few hours collectively throughout the day. I try to be understanding, I try SO hard, but it's starting to wear on me. I want this so bad. He's perfect for me...well, not perfect, but as close as a real human being can get without faking it ( Read more... ) -
Captain's Log: Status Update
Depression is a bitch. I've been thinking a lot about my life lately. Suicide feels more and more like a viable option as time goes on. People who say they love me and that I love in return keep telling me that it isn't worth it and that everything will get better soon if I just keep at it ( Read more... ) -
Oh yeah...
And one more thing:
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I can wait.
It took 5 minutes to load up the site, 5 more to remember my login name, and another 5 to change my password; 2 minutes after that to unblock my account ( Read more... ) -
home again, home again
So now I'm back in Florida living with my grama and going to school. I miss Tim so much it hurts, but as there's not much I can do about it I'm trying to focus on school rather than drama around me. It's tough work trying to remember how to focus. I'm never doing a summer course again. XD -
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I miss home. TERRIBLY. -
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I am so happy. Words can't even begin to describe it. Thank you, whatever higher power may or may not be out there, thank you for giving me this chance to be me and be with the one I love while I do it. -
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Might be time for movin' on...
Yup. I think it might be that time again. I love all of my new friends so much, but it seems like it might be time for me to be going. Where will I go? Well, that's for me to pretend to know and for all of us to find out. Just know that where ever I might go and whoever I might meet I will always love all of you. Always. :) <3 @>~^~ -
songs I want written down to remember
Owl City - Fireflies ( Read more... )