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nocturnal delusions
The other night ( Read more... ) -
when we dream
i was once told ( Read more... ) -
Family feud
God knows how much I love Christmas. I love it so much, I don't even know how to explain it. But if there's one thing that I hate about the season, it's having to decide which parent to spend which part of the holiday with ( Read more... ) -
post-gig high
In my previous post I talked about how I feel really out of place in my band. Whenever we'd get together everything we do is really just about the music (period), so relationships aren't really built between us. But tonight, I think we've all taken one big leap from being just bandmates to becoming actual friends.
Thank you, Tagaytay! -
before i hit the sack
I really love how I'm a part of a band. And I really appreciate how lately it's been stretching me, musically. But I would just like to express how I feel really out of place in the band. When it started two years ago, I was good friends with the drummer, the guitarist, and the vocalist. And it was my first time to hang out with the bassist, but we ( Read more... ) -
On Fashion
Last week I went to Ukay-ukay and bought a bunch of clothes. After having them washed thoroughly, I decided to wear one of the tops today. When my mom saw what I was wearing, she told me that it didn't look good, that it was too long to be a blouse, and too short to be a dress, and that my shoes didn't match. When she said those things, I almost ( Read more... ) -
Seriously.
I literally broke into a fever when I walked into the room you were in. And this isn't the first time this has happened. In fact, it happens every time I see you. EVERY TIME ( Read more... ) -
insanities
It feels like everyone around me is going crazy. It's like, one by one, they (we?) are all succumbing to loneliness, bitterness, unforgiveness, selfishness, pride, low self-esteem, self-righteousness, insecurities, neediness, rage, stoicism, and whatever other possible issues there are in the human heart ( Read more... ) -
Random thoughts.
THINGS THAT ARE ALWAYS ON MY MIND ( Read more... ) -
Overwhelmed
Okay, I think I need to take a step back and review everything that's happening in my life right now. Everything seems to be shifting into and out of their places in such a way that I don't know whether things are in place, or displaced. Did that make sense ( Read more... )