It goes beyond that actually. I wonder of the responsibilities I have. The amanah that has been bestowed along with that luck. I fear that I may betray that amanah. ):
That's the hard part But I tried to think positive, that I'm lucky enough to be one that the responsibilities should be done happily, not as a burden ^^
It's not that I see it as a burden but a heavy responsibility when I see them with more clarity in the world that we are in.
I only wish to fulfil the amanah as proper as possible and half the time, I wonder if I have done it right? If I am even carrying out His amanah.
With all the whispers and thoughts in my head that I can no longer place as mine, I feel rather lost each time. Sometimes, I feel like I have been reverting to my old ways and.. ):
It's a pre-sleep thing that I do really that gets me in this mood. Sigh.
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But I tried to think positive, that I'm lucky enough to be one that the responsibilities should be done happily, not as a burden ^^
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I only wish to fulfil the amanah as proper as possible and half the time, I wonder if I have done it right? If I am even carrying out His amanah.
With all the whispers and thoughts in my head that I can no longer place as mine, I feel rather lost each time. Sometimes, I feel like I have been reverting to my old ways and.. ):
It's a pre-sleep thing that I do really that gets me in this mood. Sigh.
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