so it's been a while. life has taking me on so many adventures i can't even begin!! just turned 23. family & friends have given me $600 of the $1,100 i need for my video camera. already got the tripod. amazing editing program. my computer is ordered so another present was a printer/photo scanner/copier. thanks dad. he just got this amazing four ( Read more... )

florida weather is crazy. it'll rain every day, for half the year, for five minutes at a time. than it's hot as hell. then thunderstorms. dark clouds. then bright sun. back and forth, back and forth ( Read more... )

life is chaotic as usual. don't even know where to begin. working with some guys on their films. this is my biggest joy. have a place to stay in cali (with a filmmaker) if i choose. giving florida another year and then i think i'm outta here. deeply considering a few places in europe. boyfriend and i broke up. starting dating my supervisor. quit ( Read more... )

dear diary,
the dog rubbed his private parts on my blanket today.
it smelled like sea world.

yours,
stewie

i'm so fucking tired of the spiral to life. i'm only 21 and i've already had enough.

so there's this movie called "the hours ( Read more... )

current aggravations:

trying to find an apartment on the beach!!everything is vacation rental. there are a lot of options, but you have to go door to door since the propreties are mostly individualy owned. but that works as a bonus for alicia and i since they don't do credit checks. but yes i'm staying here, and we decided to have the ocean for a ( Read more... )

going here to see bam margera skate tonight. i can't believe it's only 12 minutes away and i just now found out about it!!

well as it seems my destiny, at least once a year, i am leaving this life behind and starting a new. this is incredibly scary and doesn't seem to get any easier as i continue my journeys. but over all it's a huge breath of fresh air. i'm finding the things that are most important for me and my life. and noone could understand what a mission it is ( Read more... )

i'm stuck on a roller coaster with no real direction. i hate admitting that i'm stuck with anything, but after i typed that i realized i hate that i use it as an exscuse to not take charge. i have what i need, but instead of doing what i know is best i just waste thru life. shameful wastes, too. my self-indulgence is finally in need of a good check ( Read more... )