Oh god
Okay first Tim. Now Matt? Matt, one of my best friends, Matt? Oh god. read:
MATT: r u going to stevens party this friday
minitea25: no
MATT: y
minitea25: 1) i'm doing something else..possibly and 2) there may be stuff i don't want to get involved with there
minitea25: sorry i got disconnected
MATT: ok
MATT: brb
MATT: y arent u going
minitea25: again: minitea25: 1) i'm doing something else..possibly and 2) there may be stuff i don't want to get involved with there
MATT: how the hell does everyone know about that now
minitea25: *shrugs*
minitea25: so you wanted me to come uninformed?
minitea25: that would have caused me to be really uncomfortable
minitea25: and upset.
MATT: no it was just that it was between me and 2 other people
MATT: now everyone knows
minitea25: well why was it going to be just between you guys if it's a party that would've had more people there
minitea25: i'd want to know what would be going on becasue i don't exactly condone said activities
MATT: its not like we wanted other people to know cause them people wouldve got uncomfertable like u or other people are gonna want some
minitea25: well for you to know what was going on and not tell me ..that's screwed because I really don't want to be around stuff like that.
minitea25: If other people do it, fine but I don't want to be involved.
MATT: u wont be we didnt want anyone involved but of course someone had to open their mouth
minitea25: well what was going to happen? The drugs would just BE there and not be used or anything? IF i was there then I would be involved.
MATT: we were gonna go down to the park so no one gets in trouble then come back
minitea25: you'd come back magically sober? i don't want to be around people who are intoxicated, either.
minitea25: I don't condone those activities.
minitea25: For you to know that and NOT tell me...it's just....argh.
MATT: ok
MATT: im sorry
MATT: i didnt know it bothered u that much
MATT: does anybody else know
MATT: jw
MATT: srry again
MATT: im an ass
MATT: I'm sure they do.
MATT: Just never do it again. If there's anything like that happening at a place that I'm supposed to be going to, just tell me. i'd rather just avoid stuff like that.
MATT: Matt, you're not planning on doing it are you?
MATT: alright
MATT: uhh
MATT: well it was kinda my idea
MATT: since ive never experienced it before
minitea25: understandable. Again, I don't condone it and I'd rather you not but I won't try to change your mind because I highly doubt I'd be able to, anyway.
MATT: i wont become addicted to anything
minitea25: and you know this how?
MATT: i promise
minitea25: That's not something you can promise. Try, though. Of course, now that you're trying it, if you DO like it, it'll be hard to stop. it's easier to just stay away from it then to try it and stop.
minitea25: Try stopping..that's what i meant..yeah.
MATT: ok...
MATT: as corny as this sounds, I'm telling you this becasue I care.
MATT: i know
MATT: but dont worry about me
minitea25: that's really easy for you to say.
minitea25: time for dinner. i'll be back.
MATT: ok
Argh. You know..just. I wasn't trying to put him on a guilt trip or anything but..what happened?! I mean. Bleh! I don't even know what to say. I just ..words fail me right now. Gah. I'm really worried and just.....argh!!! I swear I'm going to cry or something. SO MUCH CRAP GOING ON and it's only like the first 2 months of school. WHAT THE FUCK?!
MATT: r u going to stevens party this friday
minitea25: no
MATT: y
minitea25: 1) i'm doing something else..possibly and 2) there may be stuff i don't want to get involved with there
minitea25: sorry i got disconnected
MATT: ok
MATT: brb
MATT: y arent u going
minitea25: again: minitea25: 1) i'm doing something else..possibly and 2) there may be stuff i don't want to get involved with there
MATT: how the hell does everyone know about that now
minitea25: *shrugs*
minitea25: so you wanted me to come uninformed?
minitea25: that would have caused me to be really uncomfortable
minitea25: and upset.
MATT: no it was just that it was between me and 2 other people
MATT: now everyone knows
minitea25: well why was it going to be just between you guys if it's a party that would've had more people there
minitea25: i'd want to know what would be going on becasue i don't exactly condone said activities
MATT: its not like we wanted other people to know cause them people wouldve got uncomfertable like u or other people are gonna want some
minitea25: well for you to know what was going on and not tell me ..that's screwed because I really don't want to be around stuff like that.
minitea25: If other people do it, fine but I don't want to be involved.
MATT: u wont be we didnt want anyone involved but of course someone had to open their mouth
minitea25: well what was going to happen? The drugs would just BE there and not be used or anything? IF i was there then I would be involved.
MATT: we were gonna go down to the park so no one gets in trouble then come back
minitea25: you'd come back magically sober? i don't want to be around people who are intoxicated, either.
minitea25: I don't condone those activities.
minitea25: For you to know that and NOT tell me...it's just....argh.
MATT: ok
MATT: im sorry
MATT: i didnt know it bothered u that much
MATT: does anybody else know
MATT: jw
MATT: srry again
MATT: im an ass
MATT: I'm sure they do.
MATT: Just never do it again. If there's anything like that happening at a place that I'm supposed to be going to, just tell me. i'd rather just avoid stuff like that.
MATT: Matt, you're not planning on doing it are you?
MATT: alright
MATT: uhh
MATT: well it was kinda my idea
MATT: since ive never experienced it before
minitea25: understandable. Again, I don't condone it and I'd rather you not but I won't try to change your mind because I highly doubt I'd be able to, anyway.
MATT: i wont become addicted to anything
minitea25: and you know this how?
MATT: i promise
minitea25: That's not something you can promise. Try, though. Of course, now that you're trying it, if you DO like it, it'll be hard to stop. it's easier to just stay away from it then to try it and stop.
minitea25: Try stopping..that's what i meant..yeah.
MATT: ok...
MATT: as corny as this sounds, I'm telling you this becasue I care.
MATT: i know
MATT: but dont worry about me
minitea25: that's really easy for you to say.
minitea25: time for dinner. i'll be back.
MATT: ok
Argh. You know..just. I wasn't trying to put him on a guilt trip or anything but..what happened?! I mean. Bleh! I don't even know what to say. I just ..words fail me right now. Gah. I'm really worried and just.....argh!!! I swear I'm going to cry or something. SO MUCH CRAP GOING ON and it's only like the first 2 months of school. WHAT THE FUCK?!