I wish sometimes that people didn't think so lowly of me. All they see me as a anime freak, poser and a lot of those people really don't know me. They don't know me as well as they think and that hurts. I wish sometimes they can see me for who I really am.
All my life I've been ridiculed for things I love and things I'm passionate about. Lately I've been feeling quite down on myself, unsure of where I'm heading. I know my calling in life, but the problem is getting there. Is it truly worth all the effort? I love what I want to do, I can't see myself not doing it. But do I truly want to sacrifice everything else for it?
Sometimes I wish that I wasn't so reserved. I wish I could say exactly what's on my mind, whenever I feel like saying it. I wish I could tell the people I care about that I love them, without being judged. I wish I could tell my boything that I love him and I wish he would say it back. I wish my friends could get along without talking behind each other's backs all the time. I wish I didn't get so jealous. I wish I could get good grades in college, but not do homework. I wish everyone thought everyone was beautiful, inside and out. I wish my friends would be supportive of me and my decisions instead of telling me that I'm screwing up and that he's not worth it. I wish everything were easier.
I have a guess...but I'm obviously not going to say it. I was planning on not commenting under this topic too...if anyone here has advice for other posters, feel free to give advice. I'm not going to...it wouldnt be anonymous then!
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