I never thought life could be this dull.I go out on my own a lot now.I'm looking forward to getting paid purely so i can go to reading to see Gemma and actually spend some time with some that is female.I hate work and the people in it.I hate them because they are what I could become,if I don't get an office job,if I don't go university,if I stop ( Read more... )

I've spent the last few months in a dreamy kind of state. I know I write sloppy crap every time I meet a guy that I think is the most amazing guy I've ever known, and write how 'but this time its different' when no it really wasnt (it makes me chuckle I must admit). The whole Stuart thing was hard,I got called some names for that, I loved him but I ( Read more... )

i've come to the conclusion that i am the only one that manages to make me miserable...constantly working myself up constantly over thinking situations.but i spose thats just me and i should get used to it,but how the fuck do you get used to yourself?me and alex are still together which in all honesty is a sursprise,i thought we would have wound ( Read more... )

im really bored.i have no mates.I'm a loner.All ive been able to do is feel sorry for myself.which is pretty shit.i want xmas day to hurry up and get here.x

Half term was pretty much boring.All I did was work,see Stuart, go cinema and one party which was not really much fun beacause I can't drink because it makes me sick because it reacts with my drugs and everyone was drunk.Being the only sober person sucks ( Read more... )

this week i have worked,worked and worked some more.I hate my job and wish to quit but then my dad will think me weak minded,so i cant quit until i have another,better job that is more suited to my needs.plus this job makes me tired and the lifting and what not.i bought a fish,dunno if i said that beofre.no one reads these really anymore do they. ( Read more... )

Weekend was amazing.The house is so quiet without my parents.I forgot what its like not to hear argueing every other minute of or to be able to walk around and eat what ever without pissing someone off ( Read more... )

Exams are this week and my dad thinks my mums on the verge of a nervous breakdown or midlife crisis which is pretty shit.My dads confused,he dont know what to do and my mum keeps shouting at him about everything and the fact that hes spoken to me about it is saying something because he doesnt normally talk about anything emotional with me.He said ( Read more... )

Life is good.

Today is slightly boring,but still I'm content.Been in some really good moods recently.Couldn't be more happy with things.Haven't revised properly for exams but thats just me.Driving lesson on Tuesday.Hair cut tomorrow.Sociology Exam Wednesday.English Literature Exam Friday.School Disco Saturday.

Went and watched Stuart do his ( Read more... )