I've suddenly realized that no matter how hard I try, nothing will be good enough for Papa. Sure he comgradualtes me, but it's have hearted what really sucks.

On a Good Note!!!!

MY PAPA IS GETTING MARRING = }

Isn't that exciting. AND I get to help plan the wedding. I've already helped with some ideas. YEAY??!?!?!?!

I fucked up my knee last year first musical. And some how last night I tweeked it. SO now I'm on cruchs and I have to have a MRI scheduled to see what's going on. Which means I'm getting closer to have surgery. Oh Joy. Time I get to spend in a hospital. I'm so happy.

The musical is over. God. Caffine for the last week has been my bestfriend. Sorry Maral, but it's true. I have 4 Nitro2go pills, 3 monsters and 4 boo kuo. That doesn't include all the soda I drank. God it's sickening just to think about it. I finally had a normal dinner tonight. That is also why I haven't been an for awhile becasue I've ( Read more... )

I've found the right guy for me. Finally. Some who wants me for me and understands what I need when I need it. And actually calls me when he says he will. I can spend the rest of my life with him. I know he wants to spend the rest of his life with me cause of the way he talks about things later on in life ( Read more... )

IF YOU OPENED IT, YOU GOTTA DO IT ( Read more... )

Life has hit it's peak right now. If it gets any better, I think my head will explode.

OMG. For those of you who have a myspace. You must look at my profile. The backround it the LITTLE MERMAID. >.< It makes me so happy. Yeah, and Missy say it and she like nearly died. And even if you don't you need to look at it. go to www.myspace.com/eviltwinlet and it will take you there ( Read more... )

I'm so fucking stupid, it isn't funny. Why is it I always mess things up. Just when things were okay I screwed them up again. I fucking hate my life and wish I could die. I'll stop all the misery that I cause people. And I some how always manage to make every thing about me. Why do I do that? it so stupid of me. I should be helping people ( Read more... )

I may have to drop tech and stop dancing. Friday, I went and got my knee check out finally. Well the doctor didn't see any thing. She said that it was probably for stress on my knee. Although she never actually said it, she hinted towards the fact that I need to stop doing things that'll agrvate my knee. I also have to keep a journal of when ( Read more... )

I just finished making Pumkin Pie mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. pie. But yeah. AND NONE OF YOU CAN HAVE SOME. MUWAHAHAHAHAHACOUGHCOUGH. Any ways. In an hour I'm going to the mall to try on cloths I know I can't buy with my friend Tiffany. Won't that be fun.

Love Hugs and Kisses
La