hey I like your new layout. I know what you mean about the right words hiding. Sometimes I just want to attach a wire to my head so all the words inside can be written on computer. I really liked all your thoughts they were cool. of course you are a good person, of course. and of course your not manufactured to oush people away. your ' defects' as you call them are not your fault and if the people who you hang with cant handle you then there are not the right friends for you. The cool thing is when one can see there bad points and work on them. Sometimes I think thats the difference between us and them, they cannot see their bad points and they carry on with life blissfully unaware of the traits they will pass onto there sporn but us..we constantely think about how we could change, and be better, perhaps we are too aware of how we are..who knows. I hope your ok dude x where you from? How was today for you?
Thanks for you're kind words, makes me feel better. I agree abut the wire thing. Just unedited brain electricity put into word form. That would be great.
Where am I from? My mother originally, he he. But, I live in Northern Indiana now.
I was just having a sucky day, with depressing thoughts and wanted to post about them, just to get it out of my head. I feel better now, I just have days where I am really hard on myself and wonder "What's the point of any of this."
Yeah I get that, its like whats the point if Im constantely struggling to get by. Everyday is a struggle, sometimes I want to scream and shout and kick but I dont so the tension builds up inside me which makes it worse urgh. Im really ill at the moment- Ive got tonsilitis through smoking just too much. I haven't harmed in a week Im pretty proud. I know this is a weird question but have you ever been in hospital for your stuff? Im glad my words made you feel better, getting your reply made me feel good too. Hope you have a good day and all. I dont know the time difference between london and indiana but I bet its huge. stay cool xxx
Sorry you're ill :(. It sucks being so, no matter why or what you are sick with.
That's not a wierd question, mostly because yes I have. In a mental hospital overnight for 'observation'. Apparently they thought I was going to kill myself. *rolls eyes* But really I just had a reaction to the meds. they put me on and I had cut up my arm.
Yeah the time difference must be like 10 hours or something. Not sure. I'm up at strange times anyway, so no big deal.
Don't be so hard on yourself, life really is a mystery...I wish I knew the right words to cheer you up, but I don't. Ultimately you will figure it out on your own. Things will turn out on top for you.
On a lighter note, you've figured out a lot for your LJ layout...impressive and the colors are beautiful. I really want to know how you edited the post/read comments thing.
Aw, thank you for wishing you could cheer me up, that's sweet. :)
Yeah I ♥ purple and pink to death! Also, I'm not done with the layout quite yet.I still need to add a side bar, which I will redirect the credits to (I know they look tacky where they are) and I wanted to post some information about myself and things like that. Not as easy as it sounds. Every time I try and get the sidebar up, it either shows up inside the journal or navigation or it totally messes up the rest of the journal when it does show up. I saved my complete override in Word. so maybe later tonight or tomorrow I can mess with it some more without doing damage.
And with the post/read thing, thanks for reminding me! I need to credit them! (again with the forgetting.) I used this easy generator @ binary uprising and posted it into my overrides.
I don't know whether you know how to do that or not, but I have links to pages that can show/tell you how, if you don't :).
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I really liked all your thoughts they were cool.
of course you are a good person, of course. and of course your not manufactured to oush people away. your ' defects' as you call them are not your fault and if the people who you hang with cant handle you then there are not the right friends for you. The cool thing is when one can see there bad points and work on them. Sometimes I think thats the difference between us and them, they cannot see their bad points and they carry on with life blissfully unaware of the traits they will pass onto there sporn but us..we constantely think about how we could change, and be better, perhaps we are too aware of how we are..who knows. I hope your ok dude
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where you from? How was today for you?
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Where am I from? My mother originally, he he. But, I live in Northern Indiana now.
I was just having a sucky day, with depressing thoughts and wanted to post about them, just to get it out of my head. I feel better now, I just have days where I am really hard on myself and wonder "What's the point of any of this."
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Im glad my words made you feel better, getting your reply made me feel good too. Hope you have a good day and all. I dont know the time difference between london and indiana but I bet its huge.
stay cool
xxx
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That's not a wierd question, mostly because yes I have. In a mental hospital overnight for 'observation'. Apparently they thought I was going to kill myself. *rolls eyes* But really I just had a reaction to the meds. they put me on and I had cut up my arm.
Yeah the time difference must be like 10 hours or something. Not sure. I'm up at strange times anyway, so no big deal.
My day is fine so far. Hope you fare well too :).
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On a lighter note, you've figured out a lot for your LJ layout...impressive and the colors are beautiful. I really want to know how you edited the post/read comments thing.
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Yeah I ♥ purple and pink to death! Also, I'm not done with the layout quite yet.I still need to add a side bar, which I will redirect the credits to (I know they look tacky where they are) and I wanted to post some information about myself and things like that. Not as easy as it sounds. Every time I try and get the sidebar up, it either shows up inside the journal or navigation or it totally messes up the rest of the journal when it does show up. I saved my complete override in Word. so maybe later tonight or tomorrow I can mess with it some more without doing damage.
And with the post/read thing, thanks for reminding me! I need to credit them! (again with the forgetting.) I used this easy generator @ binary uprising and posted it into my overrides.
I don't know whether you know how to do that or not, but I have links to pages that can show/tell you how, if you don't :).
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~So so happy:)
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Good job :)!
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