Comments | lain0017: My heart is dead and its way past beating.

lain0017

My heart is dead and its way past beating.

Apr 10, 2005 23:08

People should simply..be more blunt about their feelings? Or perhaps...shouldn't have any at all? I havent decided yet which is better. I can say being blunt is very enjoyable, though sometimes leaves my conscience screaming at me...which simply must be ignored at all times on all matters. I reviewed...everyone i've liked or went out with up until ( Read more... )

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<--- do it. frozenboogreatr April 11 2005, 22:33:08 UTC

I know what you mean. Do you think you're the only one? Often I contemplate leaving everyone. Life would be simpler that way.

And yeah, have you ever had someone say, "I love you," and be so expectant? It's crap~ how do you know if you even like them or not T_T;;? My mind plays the evilest tricks.

Re: <--- do it. lain0017 April 12 2005, 02:59:38 UTC

Sadly...i know..someone said that..i didnt know how to respond...other then to say it back. I look back on that and feel foolish, simply because i hardly knew her and found myself saying the words but knowing little of the meaning.

Re: <--- do it. uzr_one April 18 2005, 21:13:15 UTC

yeah...i also wish that love was not apart of human emotion.
it would be easier to live like animals ya know?
you fuck to stay alive. but then again there would be no inspiration for doing anything in life....hmmm....theres just no beating it...well love at this age shouldnt be more fun i guess and not expectant...lol if it hurts quit your bitchen and just break off earlier before it gets too far...as mr T. always says "use your head!!!"

^yeah yeah im sure shes refering to me...heh heh heh but seriously it wouldnt been easier for both of us if when you felt whatever you did just to break away instead let it keep coming and then being the "victim" later...its quite funny actually :P

Re: <--- do it. frozenboogreatr April 18 2005, 23:14:03 UTC

Yeah, I'm sure it's funny.

It's better to have hurt than nothing though (but I'd rather be forgotten than hatefully remembered). So, I'll stick with the love rather than strictly animal instincts, if it's all the same to you...

I'm not sure it's too wise of a thing to say quit when it hurts and never go far at all...because then you never conquer anything =/ (together?)

Love should be fun either way XD! Like Miwako~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~she makes love fun xD!...all arashi cares about is sex though >->;;...but he is so kool. Mwahaha, you have no idea what I am talking about!

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Forgetting Feelings lain0017 April 19 2005, 05:14:46 UTC

Forget about it. Forget about love for a while pretend it doesnt exist. Chris learn to turn your feelings off and on ...like a switch ^_^ ..cause then you hold ultimate power....bwahaha its easier then you think to do. I guess people just respond differently to love and the ending of it. I thank jessica nearly every day simply because she gave me the ability to say fuck everyone, i dont care about you..and to say wow i love you whenever i so desire..like i said "like a switch" so the feelings are there when i love someone and when i hate someone until i decide to flip the switch :p ....this will all probably lead to some future mental problems but as of right now..that shit is nice XD.

Re: Forgetting Feelings frozenboogreatr April 19 2005, 11:47:44 UTC

LOL. Should I bitch slap you or praise you?