...gotta love it ( Read more... )

Please just don't play with me ( Read more... )

I'm not gonna lie- i've been fucking up my life- having too much fun.
but guess what-

im back on track and getting my shit done
you're on notice amrica alex is the shit.

ps: i love you beth

So because of a breach of trust.....
a feeling of disgust...

I'm just not good enough anymore.

Things still seem strained- but im feeling better about them. There's a constant companionship between us now...more than just simply trying to spend time together- we are together. i thought it'd be super - but its hard. its a transition- expectations didnt pan out in my mind, but thats to be expected. That is life ( Read more... )

Last night i was worse than a fool
both strong and weak.

it was brutal and terrible.

i remember love

sometimes the simplest things can be the most complicated

So i'm still around- i haven't stopped updating or anything- but it's not my highest priority anymore. I mean those of you who care call me or contact me somehow on some quasi regular basis- so you know generally how i am and whats going on in my life. regardless ( Read more... )

I've been drifting in and out- back and forth. no motovation to go to school- no desire to do my classes.. work has no meaning to me.. my love is constant and there... and random things just seem to be falling apart around me. my mom has been moodswinging- and i feel like im torn every which way and unable to please. i've been sleeping alot- but ( Read more... )

i'm bored with life.