it's a LJ cut even though its not long because its not important. ah. some days just bring you further and further down.
I've finally come to realize I do not succeed at anything in life. The only thing I have ever been really good at is dancing, and I gave that up about a year and a half ago, and I have never regretted anything more. The only things I am even semi-good at are insignificant things that will get me no where in life, I'm tired of it, but it's hard to make yourself good at something. I have to face the fact I will be a fucking loser all of my life. I add absolutely nothing to the world by being here. Seriously.
Yeah, I'm in one of those moods. My apologies...