Going on

May 14, 2007 20:22

My dear friends...on Thursday 17th it will be a month since I am alone. Burial will be that day. People say that I am strong, I think I am, but this time it hurts too much ( Read more... )

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ladyithildiel May 15 2007, 14:27:36 UTC
*cuddles tightly*I tried to reply when you made this post yesterday, but for some reason lj decided it wanted to freeze on me!:(I'm so sorry for your losss, my sweet one,it's such a terrible, jarring thing to happen!! But you're a wonderful, sweet person and you can't blame yourself for what came to pass!:(I think he had made up his mind and nothing you might have said or done would have changed that!If only he had seen the light in his own life,and realised how blessed he was-by having you by his side-and how blessed he could be, this might not have happened to the both of you!:(Remember him, your love and special feelings for each other,but do not give in to this self-blame...there was nothing to be done, save by himself!!*cuddles tightly*

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laivindie May 15 2007, 15:03:04 UTC
You are so sweet what you saying...I know that, you are right. It will be good, I know that, but everyone says that it will takes a year. Now I am surviving not living, but I will survive of course. But it is terrible that before 2 years I lost my dad because of the same reason.
Thank you once more! Do not worry about me!

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atanone May 15 2007, 18:18:09 UTC
Dear,however hard it sounds,you should probably stop to hurt yourself by taking responsibilities..we spoke about it already,so you know what I mean..you did what you could and you both had good days,too..if the life's candle of him was so small,may be the time with you lightened his short life and I'm sure it did,cause I know what a friendly and loving girl you are*huggles*

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laivindie May 16 2007, 14:28:16 UTC
You comforted me a little, I hope everything will be better after the burial, tomorrow.

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atanone May 19 2007, 12:04:31 UTC
I hope so,dear..I really do..It will take some time..not to forget,but to stop the pain*huggles*

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laivindie May 16 2007, 14:28:45 UTC
That's enough, really!!!

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laurelinofwotr May 18 2007, 23:39:41 UTC
*hugs tight* I'm sorry your heart aches so badly my friend. I wish I could make you feel better.

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