I made a mix for Jacob
because I am just
that pathetic.
Today, I was listening to
Nick Cave and the Badseeds
and found a song that matched
what I want to say
to him.

I don't believe in an interventionist God ( Read more... )

I think Laura is right
when she says that
I am surrounded by death
or atleast the idea
constantly.
I had this terrible dream
last night
where my friend Dan
committed suicide.

I am terrified of that.

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I am so tired of all the drama that consumes
The Convention Grill.
It would be one thing if we were all
young adults and 
teenagers
but we vary from ages 14-70!
Why did I ever sleep with the 
cook?
Why did I get all the shifts
that Kevin works?
Why does Kathy take other peoples'
tables without asking?
Why does Leticia think that I want
to take her man when I ( Read more... )

Rejection is one of those things ( Read more... )

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Washing the piles of dirty dishes ( Read more... )

Last night ( Read more... )

Yesterday was delightful.
I woke up naturally at 8:30 am.
I went over to Butter to have some coffee.
I walked to the lake to meet Jacob.
I sat on the beach, talking with Jacob.
I drank Naked Juice for free.
Ate homemade salsa.
Sat on the stoop.
Drank far too much vodka.
Walked with Bobards down to her house.
Talked.
Ate cloves of garlic.

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