So I ran into an old friend today.  He freaked me out but honking at me in the Hancock parking lot.  In his mom's van.

I wish I could see him more often, but I don't think he's very social.  Oh well.

NEW GOAL: Move out by next summer

Nickelback--Someday
How the hell did we wind up like this
Why weren't we able
To see the signs that we ( Read more... )

This is really not fair ( Read more... )

Can someone please tell me why when one thing goes wrong, so does everything else?

Did something this week I'm not too proud of, but kinda had to be done.

Now other things have flared up again that I had never NEVER wanted to see or hear again. 
So I'm just gonna sit here, bang my head against the wall and ask WHY ME?!

Changes--3 Doors Down

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Ok so I did finally get my guitar tuned. All by myself thank you very much. And over this past week I can now play 3 chords, E, A, and D.
Hey 3 chords that's really all I need

All I got is a red guitar, 3 chords and the truth 
Too bad mine isn't red.

Maybe I should name it.  I've heard of musicians naming there insturments...nah I'll pass

Well I did it.  After about a year of idle threats and emtpy promises, I finally bit the bullet and took charge of my life ( Read more... )

Ok I have now come to a desision about my life and my future.  It's not a very good one, but it's the best I can do at the moment.

NO MORE COMPROMISING!!!!!

I am not gonna compromise, or put off who I am and I was created to be anymore.  I am a child of God.  The creator of everything.  And because he created everything he know's everything ( Read more... )

"Alright"--Five For Fighting

I Took her leaving like I did before
I Turned around and I asked for more
And she didn’t even mean a thing to me

I Left my spirit at the chapel door
I Sailed around til I lost the war
And you didn’t even think to send a thing

But I’m alright, alright, I feel alright
I never been better in my life
You know the score

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I had a break between Soc and Bio Lab today so I high tailed it to the mall in search of the holy grail.  I wasn't sure if I would find it, because if you have spent any time at our mall, you would know how limited our resources are.  Anyway I went in to B. Dalton (hehe Dalton) and there it was in all it's glory.

Unforuntately for me, glory was on ( Read more... )

So mom's pretty upset with me now, and I know why.  I could call and try to make it up to her.  But as usuall I'm too darn chicken to ( Read more... )

"Saving Me"--Nickelback

Prison gates won’t open up for me
On these hands and knees I’m crawlin’
Oh, I reach for you
Well I’m terrified of these four walls
These iron bars can’t hold my soul in
All I need is you
Come please I’m callin’
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I’m fallin’

Show me what it’s like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong ( Read more... )