Nothing's ever good enough with me

[lakshmi_g]

     It seems things are falling over each other just when i had the most amazing night last night. everything is falling over itself for me. apart from my friends, it feels like everything else is going wrong and messing up.
     my mum, ahh why is she acting how she does?? she complains, and i'm always there to listen and help. i'm the only one

Comments

[my_black_jeans]

ah man :( i'm sorry you're having such a tough time of it at the moment.
i bet what your mom said about you not getting into college was a complete heat of the moment thing. I'm sure that really, she's proud of your efforts.
but i know what you mean about people focussing on the negatives and completely ignoring the positives. my mom's like that sometimes.
you should never feel like your best isn't good enough. you should praise yourself for still doing so well, regardless of everything that's going on in your life and the pressure you're under. chin up, chuck :D x

[lakshmi_g]

=) thanks, i just get a little worried sometimes, ahhh i'm starting to feel a little better. but yeahh, about your situation, grab hold of it, sort it out before it really gets to you! =) you can do it, and if he acts like he likes you then it's a sure sign he does, unless he's a horrible person and i doubt that very muchh.
good luck. xxx

[my_black_jeans]

it's only natural to get worried at times, maybe have a chat with your mom and tell her she's not helping your situation and to be a little more considerate? maybe she just doesn't understand everything you're feeling at the moment.
aww thank you - i hope things work out for the both of us!
x
p.s. good luck if you've still got exams to get through :)

[lakshmi_g]

yeahh i will in the morning, by then things would have settled down. i just don't understand her sometimes, she's just so idk, stressful. i just want to get to college and be more independent cos she's always saying i won't let you go out, i won't give you any money, okay that stuff's not that important, but it got to the point where she was like, i can just leave and go spend every penny on me while i fuck myself up, and that's when i was like wtff? idk if she realises how hard i try...
ahh the exams on monday, i did it at my old school and i got a B so it should be okayy seeing as this school put me in for the exam where the highest you can get is a C but still, if i get a C+ then i get put in for the higher exam in summer so i'ma try do that.
thanks for the advice, i really hope it works out for you. i like for people to be happy =)
good luck, post and let me know what's happening k??
xx