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[laksidaisicle]

i've got a cold....sniffle, sniffle, cough, sneeze.....yeah you get the point.....so not what i was going for in my last week of break....then again i'm working most of this last week anyway....and i still have to find a way to keep my promise to jessica.....i swore i would see her....and i have to find a way......i know it sounds easier then it

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[tonymarinara]

if you mean did i threaten jock, then not directly, beacuse you asked me not to last we spoke, but if you read my last entry, i made a vague, open ended threat, and just finished scanning her most recent entry for hints of admission...didnt find any really, but then, i never know what the fuck shes tsalkin about...i have balls of steel baby, and theyve only gotten bigger having my seany around, ow...i think i have carpal tunnel...knock on wood, not really, but my hand hurts while im typing. maybe you need a carefree relationship right now. you have so much on your plate and are always so reaponsible, thatmaybe you should say fuck it and just recreationally date this guy and see what happens. go out, with no strings forcing you to call the next day or spend every free second together. and of course, tell him your intentions right off the bat. thats what you need. someone to date, but not necessarily a relationship. i think anyways....i made kick ass chocolate-maraschino cherry cookies last night. you should eat one. love ya...and you

[laksidaisicle]

yeah i read it, and i thought...man do i love this girl........but i don't know if its them.......i haven't had any calls since....now writing this here will probably bring them back but i haven't had any since that night..well take that back i had one heavy breathing message.......maybe its not them.....maybe its some other freak who randomly got my number and decided harassment was a fun form of enternatainment....i don't know anymore,,,,,,
they sound really good those cookies......
i miss you.........and i hate being sick.........

[str8_edge_4ever]

ok, who's working thursday night? seems you aren't. jess, are you? i'm not cuz i don't have a job. amy's place is calling us.

[laksidaisicle]

i can't.....i don't have a car........and i have to wait to get the car.......the reason i don't have a car...is the other reason i will not be able to go.......all of my paycheck is going to replacing my rear struts, so that my car is basically, hopefully, knock on wood.....good as new......
we'll figure something out though......
oh did i mention if it was possible to get sicker i have done it......i've been randomly passing out on the couch..although that could be do to sleep deprivation........
we should steal jess away to ub.......
i should become less busy......
i miss you.......

[laksidaisicle]

hey you...i sorry.......just wanted to make sure i was being there for you...but it didn't come out right.....if you need to talk...call me, email me.....love ya