Rite of Passage

[lala900]

I know something really big happened today, but I dont know how its going to affect me later on in life. Right now I feel mostly scared and bewildered. What is going to happen to our team? Are we ever going to be the same? Probably not, and thats why Im scared

Comments

[aliothsan]

*hugs*
Everything's changing...but at the same time, a lot of things aren't. It's a traumatic time -- I'm feeling it too, though in different ways.

(btw, what is ED?)

[lala900]

thanks for your support. and ED is eating disorder. i think it was triggered by the pressure of crew and the coach on weight becuase we weigh every week. and i guess our cocaptain couldnt handle the pressure.