i'm an idiot.

[lalajessica]

do you ever feel like you're just the biggest idiot on earth. like every choice you've ever made, every action ever initiated, every word uttered... just complete shit? it shocks me how little i retain "life lessons". i'm not going on about this because of a recent event or anything, just a general musing on my life. i mean, i've dated some of

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[queen_puff_puff]

hey- I read this earlier today and have been thinking about it quite a bit since. I don't think you are an idiot. You are extremely smart but maybe a little too smart for your own good. Meaning that you have never had to work really hard for something because things come easily to you (because you ARE smart and fabulous). Unfortunately, I think that means that now you find yourself in a situation where you are going to have to create opportunities for yourself and that's a scary thing