it's comforting to know that your family is still only 50 (speed limit doubling blue album on repeat no stopping in skanksville to pee) minutes away, so that's a guarantee you'll be coming back occasionally:)
i wish you were here!!! gah i want all my loves, i want you, and evan, and ginger, and y'know... MY LOVES because i'm so out of touch with everyone and i remember when you'd get mad and yell at me when i got sick and it turns out YOU HAD THE RIGHT IDEA ALL ALONG because i really think i literally need to be grabbed and dragged kicking and screaming out to where=ever! wherever? where eveR??? NEVERMIND why are YOU seeing justin next friday when YOU were always the one TELLING ME i shouldn't love him, and i've NEVER seen him! wtf!!!
I'm here, too
anonymous
September 2 2007, 01:24:08 UTC
Hey Laini,
It's Ginger. I'm here, too, whenever you are ready. I can't promise what condition I'll be in, either. My Jamie's mother has decided to keep him in Nicaragua, and there's no telling when we'll be able to see him again, if ever. There's not much to be done when someone has a kiddo in another country, but we're going to try to do everything we can do. Anyway, you're in my thoughts always and I'm still here.... :)
Re: I'm here, toolalalainiSeptember 2 2007, 09:24:51 UTC
"your jamie". that sounds so amazing, but it makes me so sad to think that there's so much about you that i don't even know anymore -- or maybe, "yet," i can't pick which word -- and it's not because something huge or too big is getting in the way, i've spent all this time with NOTHING in my way (nothing tangible, at least) but i'm still just completely stuck... like it's gotten way too far out of hand, i feel like i'm too out of practice of being in the real world, or doing important things, and i want to start again more than anything but i feel like it's been too long, you know? and then there's just the fun silly HAPPY stuff too (like romy and michelle, remember? who's bringing the fun? did you bring the fun? because oh no i brought extra fun, and now there's too much fun! ;)) that in reality i CAN do, i mean the real truth is that i can so absolutely anything as long as i can figure out how to make it happen, but i don't FEEL LIKE i can do anything...? because i can. everyone can. but i'm not. and i don't know what to do. and it'
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i forgot about skanksville.
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It's Ginger. I'm here, too, whenever you are ready. I can't promise what condition I'll be in, either. My Jamie's mother has decided to keep him in Nicaragua, and there's no telling when we'll be able to see him again, if ever. There's not much to be done when someone has a kiddo in another country, but we're going to try to do everything we can do. Anyway, you're in my thoughts always and I'm still here.... :)
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