Friday was sick but went to a noise music show and saw my German teacher play a contrabass in quite the interesting manner. I approved highly of that part. some of them I didn't like but whatever. Carr -mom just got here so I will finish this later

I suppose I will attempt writing in this as a way to help me out. Last week was absolutely horrid. Why do bad weeks often coincide with heavy work load weeks? I should like to know why, because then, perhaps, I could change that ( Read more... )

1. I don't think I even want to have a birthday this year. haha. but get back to me on that one...I might just be having a bad week and so am saying that.

2. Last week it dawned on me that without fail , my birthday is guaranteed to suck for at least the next 4 years. well, considering I stay enrolled here and etc etc. Point being- as long as I ( Read more... )

I am still losing any desire i ever had to learn german. and i was pretty uninterested the first 1-2 weeks of it way back in 1A/X German ( Read more... )

I go to a fascist school.
fucking capitalist bastards.

I will not hold myself accountable or feel bad for not knowing the things I do not know. I didn't learn these things in high school and did not grow up where people talk about these things. So I will learn. and enjoy it that much more (or be horrified that much more) just because I did not know it already ( Read more... )

i want:

my mommy to e-mail me
to not need to constantly justify my logic to my family
to consistently have logic
to go to Ghana
to enjoy ghana
not be apprehensive for any reason ( Read more... )

So i cannot recount the successfulness of this weekend. i don't know. I can reflect on my lameness at accomplishing what needs to be done and my forwardness at getting myself into big things (good and bad) as well as my tendency to face things straight on while dodging and ignoring other things. and i played my flute. and burned several cds. aww ( Read more... )

So i told Karen to come out the last week of her summer because that is the only time she really can that i am not in school. i was very excited to see my cousin and thought it would be a good end of the summer before i pack up to go to Ghana. Since they are on the semester system i figured she would be here near my last week. i was thinking i ( Read more... )

Would you believe i just ran into Erin. Erin from when i took calculus for summer school at MESA COLLEGE. WAY back in the day! while i was talking ot her i could not remember exactly how long it had been, but it jsut dawned on me.... that was BEFORE Junior year. goodness gracious! that is insanity. She had no hair then the way i had no hair last 2 ( Read more... )