Hello Happy people from Monkey Mountain...long story

Anyways....

Um...

nevermind.

To be alive..Never felt so good. No matter how bad it is..and is getting around me. TO EXIST..Has never been so sweet. A spark has lit a candle in my world..The black not so overwhelming. Maybe I really will be ok.

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Hey. I can't fix the world. I can't save the 3rd world countrys. I can't save the world. I can't sing, I can't dance. I can't act. I'm too stage frite. I love to talk but I can't in front of people. I love to sing but only to my hairbrush. I love playing my guitar and keyboard, even though I suck and pretending I am in the spotlight. I dance like a ( Read more... )

Spinning ( Read more... )

Ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Hi

I'm ok

Bye

My last post didn't spark as much as I had hoped..but soon you'll all see it as I do ( Read more... )

I dont know who even reads livejournal anymore..the ones who post are all so angry..even when they say they aren't. Most of the ones who brought me to such wonderful friends aren't even reading livejournal. Those people..were my best friends..and I've lost/ am losing..them. It hurts..more than they even know..or tend to care about. Livejournal used ( Read more... )

It is possibly one heart can hold so much..love and anger and hate all at once?

Im a good little girl. But I wanna do bad things..I really want to. I want to rebel. Change the routine..I wanna..be naughty..dirrty. I want to change for a bit and be the bratty whore from next door. Deep down Im a good girl, but the wild side is DYING to get out ( Read more... )