so considering the last time i even looked at this was almost 4 years ago it amazes me its still up. not to mensch i was a little emo shit head back then wow, what was i thinking. so much has changed in life friends relationships were i live and myself i guess i'm posting this for me. to look back and remember my horrible spelling lol and language ( Read more... )

yeah i win i got a new pass for the 5th time srry~elly~

dam the system it keeps losing my passward anyway i just woke up and i don't know why i got up but i can't go back to sleep tho the keybord looks comfe.nothing new me and justin are still together its been 2and a halfe months itll be three the 28. i'm bored i'm going to go read stufe~seeya~elly

i'm updating from school i just got done with a stupid test and i have no money because stupid me forgot my money at home. ok mabey justins money. i got money for christmas but all i have left is my target cards. i know thats is sad but i can't help its not my fault. dammit all to hell this is boring i don't give a shit about my spelling so don't ( Read more... )

ok its offical i've hit rock bottom can it get any worse nobody wants to be around me dammit i'm sorry for wanting my life back. dammit i'm gone watch all my anime this weekend and eat a big tube of ice cream with how low i've gone i guss thats what i get for being me and telling the truth since no one cares why am i even updating look ash i'm ( Read more... )

ok mew year resolution since every one wants to be an ass to my face and alot behind my back i say good bye to all my middle school friends except for crystal and jen and the band nerds dam band nerds grow on you. anyway since all of them want to belive stupid rummors and talk behind my back then camplain to me about there problems i don't give a ( Read more... )

i got the new a7x cd and it kickes ass me an jen had a very long talk and talked thins thro nothing new went to the mall it was crowed tho last min. christmas shoping thats all.~elly

ok people sux what happens when a suposed best friend tells your deepest darkest secreat *cough*jenn*cough* needs to get a fucking life and stop spreading my secreats. that fucking bitch needs to stop beaning a suicidal maniack poser i'm sick of it i gother a present and then she tells my secreate that bitch has another thing comeing. i'm gonna ( Read more... )