cellulite and third watch

[lamamichula]

i know is three in the mornin' and i just stepped out my spinning bike, and finished watching Third Watch with alberto. I'm really bad watching T.V. i fall sleep all the time and i cannot concentrate well, this time i watched the whole damn thing cause i was spinning and i had no other choice

Comments

[misanthropic_c]

you're not a loser irina. it's an ugly world. it's rough getting older in a culture that is obsessed with youth and youthful appearances. it's not shallow to recognize the way things affect you. If you enjoy spinning and exercising keep doing it---exercise is good for you. I even believe this now, although it's taken many years (and dropping ten pounds---see the vanity) to convince me of this. You are an extremely talented person irina. You can use that talent (if you wish) to challenge the current stereotypical racist, classist, sexist, white western mindfuck if you choose to. That could alleviate some of those guilty feelings you feel. Sometimes I think it's unfortunate that we don't live in a vacuum. One of the saddest things about being a cognizant member of your culture is the way it can influence your being. I know this wasn't the most uplifting message, but I just wanted you to know that you're definitely not alone on this.

much love and restful sleep

thank you

[lamamichula]

thank's chaney, sometimes i feel extra bad about those things and i would love to have you around so we could talk about it, anyways, thank you, your comment is very much appreciated.