well, the second it all looks up, it all goes crashing down again......my brain cant handle anymore ( Read more... )

I had so much fucking fun last night!!! i got to drink in jannus landing!!!!! I got to see REEL BIG FISH ( Read more... )

ITS 11:00 pm on a friday night and i'm stuck home?!?!?!?!?! wtf?!?!?! this sucks....theres a keg at the causeway.....and i wanna go...real bad.....ah...i got it.....yes, that worked.......now i got a ride.....but i gotta wait for it to get here... Ah well...i guess i'll type how its been.
This is the car i might be getting....

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Everytime i lay down into bed without amber there, i think to myself where she might be right at the exact moment. The truth is, shes probably laying on ricks shoulder after some wild sex and booze ( Read more... )

i lost the arguement....i suck once again...oh well....

last night me steve and corey went out to the causeway again. I threw in a few bux and we managed to scrounge up enough for a 20 pack of buds.
I got moderatly drunk and then came home....it was a pretty boring night...i wish amber had came...she hates the causeway though....

Last night was pretty fun....there was a HUGE party at the causeway and i had a 20 pack all to myself....needless to say i got completely wasted (not puking, but pretty close) i imagine i drank a good 12-14 beers by myself....I had to leave early because pam dident want to drive me home when she was piss wasted, cuz i live completely out of the way ( Read more... )

I'm done....i'm sick of it....i'm not mad...but i'm just done....we can still be friends, but nothing more ( Read more... )

So i'm not gonna update a huge update type deal thingy...but i just wanna let ya'll know i'm still alright (if anyone cares) Also...me and amber have been getting along lately...shes not so judgemental of me anymore, which is a pleasent change from the usual (fuck up and you're fucked) routine. Me and her have been seeing eye to eye on alot of ( Read more... )

The results of my pleaing with amber have gotten me her love, and relationship back. If that makes sence ( Read more... )

I've tottally fucked up everything me and amber...the only thing i feel like i have left is music....no one wants to hear me out, no one cares....all i get is attitude....im too fucking stupid to explain myself when theres always a perfectly good explanation....i cant think of it in my head and i can open my mouth but the words just dont come out ( Read more... )