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[lambars]

I hate it when people will put on a front of reluctance about someone, or something. Some how they assume that it will make it seem less obvious that they are excited about it. Why anyone would hide it i dont know. Typically if you are hiding somethign like that then there is more behind it that you trying to hide. Does that even make sense

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[dano_rocks]

what happened?

p.s. we need to hang out soon

[anonymous]

there are a lot of things that could be said, but what's the use?

what is your intention with this, to make things ugly?

no one has the answers, including you.

I'm not trying to make things ugly, are you?

[lambars]

I have never said that I have the answers, and its true that I dont know the situation to the fullest extent. I have never said I did, I put my two cents worth down in my journal. This could be about a million other people, its not though, I didnt name names, I didnt call you any names. I understand that things change including feelings, I am writing my thoughts down....forgive me, I am sure if you look at my updates within the past two years, its about things that bother me. Its not a personal attack. Hence the ending of "I realize that the only time I ever update this thing is to bitch, but thats about all this thing really seems good for, is to vent." 99% of the people that read this journal havent the slightest clue as to what or who this updat is about. See previous comment, one of best friends has no clue.

I kept the update anonymous...kind of like your comment.

People are always going to criticize, there isnt a day that goes by that I am not. Its life, get used to it. Is it fair? Maybe not, but it will never go away.