Death

[lameuser]

It needs to end. These feeling I have for my dream girl have soured. Not that I have lost my love for her, but that my emotional stance is completely unhealthy. I have no security in my life for the time being. Which would be fine if I could just FOCUS and show some of my old discipline. My character is giving way to something I can't recognize.

Comments

[hatedfantasy]

So are you staying around longer? I know what you mean, and you need to take some time to yourself to just.. relax. Spend time with things you find beauty in and try to find happiness in the simple stuff. I know it sounds dumb, but things are so much easier when you can just focus and be generally happy. Bitching won't fix your problems. Go out and do things you like, and once you're more.. peaceful, analyze the problems. Emotions suck, but maybe they're useful for something, and we just don't know it yet.