not a drunk post as much as... it's my fucking problem, not yours, will you all just give me a fuxing break?! i'm cool with discussing things with friends, I can always use a good venting and outside viewpoint, but when it comes to slinging gossip and advice, no. one person discussion, great. two or three want to chime in, drop it. it's been six ( Read more... )

think i'm getting sick. 5 shots over 3 or 4 hours should not a trip to the porcelain god make. and tonight i've been getting hot flashes and i'm not sure if maybe it just isn't as cold out cuz usually i'm always cold. and no, i'm not going through menopause; not THAT old yet. think it may be what i've been eating too. mostly meat. last couple times ( Read more... )

amazing what one can do when there's no hangover. made brownies (with choc.chips, marshmallows, & peppermint patties!), premade food stuff for quick reheating (pork chops, veggies, pasta), pushed my desk back against the wall and laid my rug back down since the waterfall hasn't reappeared in my 'bedroom', laudered all my towels (course it isn't ( Read more... )

i waaaas going to go see I Am Legend, but my movies buddy is in Missouri. :( looks like a quiet night at home. unless i get the urge to kill stuff before 10, then maybe diablo and meatloaf at flanagans! and ebay! there will be ebay! and poker! but really, i should just stay home and save money and clean and mend and spend time with kitty-witty ( Read more... )

getting dressed this moring(/afternoon), i noticed the belly. 'where the hell did...?! ah fuck.' looks like i'll be drinking at home more since i'm running low on cash stuff. nothing leads a good diet like a good hangover ( Read more... )

afraid to go back to sleep cuz i don't want to wake up to another waterfall in my bedroom. }=[

yesterday started off pretty regular. get up, get dressed, go to work. had an unexpected visitor at work, someone i rarely see during the day. sounded like there might be plans for them hanging out with another friend. i suggested hey you two should visit me at my other work - and it was sooooo slow, i wish they had. but ( Read more... )

1. about not posting on here. cut and paste is easy enough even for me ( Read more... )

been trying to reestablish ties with the sobriety gods. did great wed nite. did ok thurs nite. until i woke up a 3am. then it was shower, dress, out. figured out where i wanted to be, read for about an hour (yay!!!), then met up with a friend who wanted a drinking buddy. not a bad nite. cept i have to hustle to get to work now instead of doing ( Read more... )

k, so i was out "socializing" and i missed the first (and 2nd) episode of Tiger Team. i've looked and i can't find it online, only the intro/trailer. gimme!!!