i cried yesterday ( Read more... )

ah yes. i was thinking, as i was settling into being home for the morning how i have had such a great week. and i have. and i expect this weekend will be just as exhausting and fun as last week. even if circumstaneces vary, i think i have settled into a pretty hearty 'if you dont like it, fuck off'. pretty opposite than what i was whining about a ( Read more... )

i havent written anything in months. 2 in one night. no, i'm not going for awards or critiques, or anything like that. it just feels good to write again ( Read more... )

before i accidentally erase this, up it goes. i feel like it needs a closing line or two, but i have one opinion that says not so much. i can always change it later ( Read more... )

next time, ONE appetizer. ONE. i didn't have an entree, but two appps were still too much. besides, the bisque was... tasty, i guess, but chunky. i thought bisques were more like very rich creams. guess i was wrong? well, it wasn't very good texturally. i even got little gritty bits of sand and it was only a shrimp and tomato bisque; made me want ( Read more... )

yay! weekend bender! boo leaving work early sat nite/sun morn cuz i could barely walk straight (only a 1/2 hour ( Read more... )

i was curious how i reacted last time. good god! if i relapse again, someone hit me over the head with a steel-toe! JEE-Zus ( Read more... )

kay. so it's been long enough and i've been avoiding enough (including life!) that i'm not going on as much of a rant as i thought. i still think i am gonna turn off the comments though. what i remember of what i was going to say was all the all i wants, or wanteds, or thoughts, or am tired ofs ( Read more... )

fyi, in case you didn't hear, especially if i need to tell you (jason, aimee, raven), i will not be djing for assimilate/guy fawkes. i will be back in the booth the week after, but i am not being cornered into seeing that much debauchery, especially when people have so little consideration any other day of the year. i may (slight may) swing by if i ( Read more... )

yes, i got dumped on monday. i got a lame excuse instead of the truth. i am going into hermit mode. no, you can't do anything for me. yes i know who i can ask. as per usual, just leave me be. god this all seems so familiar... oh, that's right: i'm an idiot.