My mother is troublesome and should never come home for lunch again. Ever. She is a wrench thrown into my day. She is foreign matter in my lungs. I have too much to do today to deal with her.

UGhhhh. So work was fine and went by fast but it is very unfortunate that I felt horrible the whole time, and still do. Yes, I am very illish. Girl problems plus the usual exhaustion and stomach ailments. Sheeeeesh. On the bright side, Mrs. Deloach was still filling in for Mrs. Davis and she brought us Reeses' Rice Crispy snack bar things!!! OH ( Read more... )

So I had a dream about a boy I know last night and in my dream he happened to be sitting at my house amongst many others. I walked by and noticed that on one hand he was wearing an ugly dark purpleish-green knit glove and I happened to be wearing the exact same glove. His eyes widened and he put up his one gloved hand and I put up mine in response ( Read more... )

I really wish I had my AP scores. I wish I had a lot of things I guess ( Read more... )

Today in particular I find the rain to be soothing since I am staying indoors. I just don't feel like going out and I really haven't spent much time with dad...and today was mom's first day of work so I feel like I should be with them. I am proud of her for getting a job and I thank God for it, but I still really hope the Fire College she applied ( Read more... )

You just wouldn't believe how sick I feel and it came out of nowhere. Even weird things like the muscles on the back of my left arm are twitching much more than average and my head feels like it is about to explode. I feel like the fading kitten. The one that gets sick all the time and can't keep up with the rest and for no reason at all...expires ( Read more... )

So this weekend was awfully enjoyable. Friday I worked and then I came home to sleep. Well, whilst I was sleeping Brigid and Amanda were planning. Brigey woke me up to tell me we were crashing the boys' campout. Fun fun fun. We really wanted to camp, but not alone so we justified it and decided that we would leave them alone and do our own thing ( Read more... )

I don't think that hiatus lasted a month, heh ( Read more... )

I am so stupid, I wish I would listen to those around me and to my intuition more often. I feel like a joke; I am a joke. I want to take everything back. I wish I knew why this always happens to me ( Read more... )

Well what can be said about today? On the whole it was "okay." The weird thing about that is I am not "okay." I feel very odd. I can't even think of the word. I have been just acting so weird and I feel selfish, and yet I am told that I give too much. I don't know. I am confused about almost everything in my life and near future right now. I know ( Read more... )