Who Saw Him?

Emotions Suck.

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It's 8:22 on Sunday and not a single person has called or made any effort to hang out this weekend. Which, I figure, is the way it will be until I convince some new people I'm interesting and worth their time. Phone call- damn, as ironic as it could've been... no ( Read more... )

At Yi-Chen's ( Read more... )

It's bound to happen eventually. I certainly hope so at least. So is this just preparation or giving in to an unfounded fear? What am I saying, it's preparation and I'm almost finished. Could I stand being passed on the right?

America... FUCK YEAH!Everyone has aids. (Those things all have aids, and they die ( Read more... )

Who is fucking with me? What is doing this? I'd feel violated if I felt I was capable of being so by the force acting upon me. But to claim to be so sacred as to use the word "violated" implies a sense of superiority, or at least equality - clearly I have neither. Perhaps this sense of confusion and helplessness drives some to religion. But then, ( Read more... )

Decent chat with steve. "Chit-chatting about distrust." That needs some more thought. I'm feeling more down recently, or rather drastically swingy. A lot of bouncing, I don't want to be a bouncy ball. (are we related? the bouncing in-sink is coincidental, right?) I want to be a robot with a rubber shell so i can curl up into a ball and bounce ( Read more... )

So I'm hoping that was a dream. Because when it's semi-lucid and you make it realistic enough... one has to wonder. Is my brain just bored, or really really angry with itself? Is it masochism or preemptive self-defense? Is it true? It's more serious and more real than ever before, that's for sure. Is it an attempt to get through to my conscious ( Read more... )

They must've changed the default layout of the journal. That or somebody's fucking with me. Which I think ( Read more... )