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Well Kids. i am back now. from my Grents house. Mom is finnaly home (YAY) and im staying the night at my house ::does a dance:: My aunt is staying here though. its cool.. shes cool.. (Julies Mom) anyways.. everything was .. well okay. Took ALOT of pictures. im adicted to Photography now. i love it. for the time being im using my Aunts camera. its sweet! i love it. i cant wait until my birthday. told mom i wanted one just like it. or one better. =)...
okay i cant cover it up anymore.
i had a mental breakdown yesturday. got so bad to the point where i was Hyperventilating. thought i was gonna pass out..too much stress that both of my families put on me. ..if you had to choose. Funeral of a STEP great Gramma.. or Birthday of a Living Healthy Little Cousin who looks up to you as a sister and its double as a family reunion because this cousin (plus her bro and other bro and mom and dad) all used to live in Michigan. and i havent seen them since like 3 christmas's ago.. anyways. so i was hyperventilating and my grandmother on my moms side was Yelling at me to straighten up and stop whinning..then my dog got out and ran half way down the street so hyperventilation got worse. but we got her back. and shes fine now, sitting in my lap as i type. and anyways my mom was on the phone with me through half of my breakdown (not when i was hyperventilating)....anyways.. long story short. didnt go with dad. he hung up on my mom AGAIN! and so now i really dont have to go over there for a while (fear of not getting anything for my Birthday..hah j/k) so yea.. im fine now..i think.
P.S. got a hair cut that day...after i calmed WAAY down.
P.S.S. I SAW MY BIG BROTHER JARRED...i was soooooooooooooo x1574354537 happy about that. told him all about the hyperventilation matla break down and he helped me through it. and i thank him for that. i <3 you big brother.
P.S.S.S. sorry to everyone who was at the movies friday and saturday. i couldnt go.. for reasons that are listed WAAAY above. <3