[ the stone is cold, unyielding; Carmilla feels acutely aware of it even as her senses seem to have been so harshly dulled. there is an unfamiliar weakness in her hands, a true languor such as she hasn't known for so many years, and though she struggles with the fog within she can sense no more beyond it than her eyes can see and hands can touch.
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I have about me a dreadful languor- my heart strains in my breast and I feel so terribly heavy.
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[ dutifully: ]
That I travelled- indeed, I do think that I had dozed within the carriage. We were to Paris, my mamma and I; we were to see a dressmaker first of all.
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[ a gentleman's voice, surely. carmilla has found that such creatures come namely in two kinds: useful and in the way. it is, however, almost always worth finding out which. ]
I suffered once a grievous injury, and I have ever been weak as a lamb since. Now and then I have a spell; I think perhaps I have one now.
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Not so dire, I think; I am to be attended to.
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The physician, Martha, has said she will tend to my health.
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I am Styrian, madam.
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I am no Frenchwoman.
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[ a little impatiently: ] It is only French. Until today, I daresay I knew this language no better than you might know France's.
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You alright though? You sounded...like you weren't.
[Girls make Richie speak unhelpfully. Fact of life. But at least he's being polite?]
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[ reducing men to uselessness is not exactly new to Carmilla- it's how she survived in the first place, even if she's currently cursing the fact she didn't snap Vordenburg's insufficient spine when he'd done as she needed him to. always ready to keep her options open, she understands too little about where she is yet to risk alienating everyone, and she dials the bitch down a little accordingly. at least for now. ]
I suffer a little illness, I think-- I wish my mamma might be here, that she would know quite what to do.
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