i remember feeling that way, brendan. true, it was for different reasons (say, because a particular ex boyfriend broke my heart for another girl), but i do remember. i looked back yesterday on pictures from last year, and the pictures i'd post on here of a sign i'd make of how many days until pegasus landing. i still can't believe that back then it seemed so far away, and here i am sitting in an apartment that will be very much like yours, about to finish my first year.
you and i are in complete different positions right now, but what's not different is the way i felt when i was in your position, and the way you will feel when you're in mine -- which, like you said, is in four months and though you may not feel like you haven't accomplished much in coral springs, it won't matter. and you will see that as your first year of college ends, as i am seeing now, because this year has been amazing. you will learn so many things about yourself brendan, and you'll understand why you didn't learn them in high school -- because high school
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you see, you're wrong. im not a friend of a friend. i'm YOUR friend brendan. and i always will be. i could go on and write a whole long thing, but i shouldnt need to. you need to realize the amazing accomplishments you've made. they dont have to be artistic or academic. you as a person have impacted so many lives, more than you could ever imagine. lives like mine. trust me, you've made a huge accomplishment right there.
im sorry you're down. please dont be :( i love ya and ill be seeing you!!
how did we meet? i'm sure it wasn't through a friend and dude i'm deffinately gonna be putting alot of miles on my car and you better too, we're not gonna let college force us apart. i'm gonna visit you and your gonna visit me. your too good of a friend
i dont think i'm emotionally stable enough to comment deeply about this, but you're definately not alone in thinking this way. i especially felt like i've accomplished nothing when the scholarship hiatus was on...i have one friend thats been VP of the class for 3 years, one pres on NHS, my cousin is in every club imaginable and VP of them all at her school. and me? i played football for one year. woohoo.
and about the whole friend situation...yes, i met you through rich. but rich did not make us friends. our personalities made us click with each other. if you never became friends with someone through someone else the world would be a cold, boring place. and what would you do? sit in the limo and stare at me cuz i was friends with someone else? no...thats not how things work. we all intertwine.
arite i can't write too much cuz then ill get emotional too and we'll all be fucked up
i love ya brendan! you know that 'everything you've worked for' in coral springs will continue in orlando and you'll be working for your future
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you and i are in complete different positions right now, but what's not different is the way i felt when i was in your position, and the way you will feel when you're in mine -- which, like you said, is in four months and though you may not feel like you haven't accomplished much in coral springs, it won't matter. and you will see that as your first year of college ends, as i am seeing now, because this year has been amazing. you will learn so many things about yourself brendan, and you'll understand why you didn't learn them in high school -- because high school ( ... )
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im not a friend of a friend. i'm YOUR friend brendan. and i always will be.
i could go on and write a whole long thing, but i shouldnt need to.
you need to realize the amazing accomplishments you've made.
they dont have to be artistic or academic.
you as a person have impacted so many lives, more than you could ever imagine. lives like mine.
trust me, you've made a huge accomplishment right there.
im sorry you're down.
please dont be :(
i love ya and ill be seeing you!!
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how did we meet? i'm sure it wasn't through a friend
and dude i'm deffinately gonna be putting alot of miles on my car and you better too, we're not gonna let college force us apart. i'm gonna visit you and your gonna visit me. your too good of a friend
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and about the whole friend situation...yes, i met you through rich. but rich did not make us friends. our personalities made us click with each other. if you never became friends with someone through someone else the world would be a cold, boring place. and what would you do? sit in the limo and stare at me cuz i was friends with someone else? no...thats not how things work. we all intertwine.
arite i can't write too much cuz then ill get emotional too and we'll all be fucked up
i love ya brendan! you know that 'everything you've worked for' in coral springs will continue in orlando and you'll be working for your future
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