what the hell who cares

Jan 23, 2005 21:11

Well today was rather interesting but I want to focus all of your attention towards the evening. I was chatting in #spiritual and a good new friend of mine was there as well ( Read more... )

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I can't think of much to say... magicpaw February 1 2005, 01:06:20 UTC
If only things were different...

miss you and hope you are well.

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yadda yadda yadda lannoire February 2 2005, 20:15:15 UTC
Things are as different as you are willing to let them change.
I read your e-mail... it doesn't hit me with much grief but rather with a mix of disappointment and things I had already foreseen.

For now it will seem that you are doing your best, but you will soon come to realise that while I on my way approached my problems openly am and will go on watching you hide away the facts that could simply stop your suffering and believe me, I am not the only one who thinks so.

You suffer because you want to...

And a word of advice of someone who still really loves you:

It is never too late to go back to where the sun was still shining...
don't try to hide in the darkness thus you will loose your form forever as you already have when we talk

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Re: yadda yadda yadda magicpaw February 9 2005, 00:29:52 UTC
I read your e-mail... it doesn't hit me with much grief but rather with a mix of disappointment and things I had already foreseen.

I am more willing to bet you were always expecting it.

...approached my problems openly
What alternate universe are you in? Approach your problems openly!? I wouldn't say you are very open.

...watching you hide away the facts that could simply stop your suffering...
I hide away these facts for good reason. I'm not so much suffering, just frustrated.

...I am not the only one who thinks so.
Really, who?

You suffer because you want to...
You think you know me so well.

It is never too late to go back to where the sun was still shining...
don't try to hide in the darkness thus you will loose your form forever as you already have when we talkI doubt that, because the reason I can not tell you is because you will not respond positively at all. In fact your very ignorance is better than the "facts" as you call them, even if it ends up with you being "annoyed", "disappointed", or even hateful towards me ( ... )

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Re: yadda yadda yadda lannoire February 10 2005, 12:51:21 UTC
Hm Fox agrees quite a bit acctually. He has been worried about you as well and even he doesn't not really know much about the significant new other in your life.

Of course we talk about you do you really think we would not care?

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