*hugs* iam so sorry my dear. i DO love you so very much but..... *sighs* i dont want to discuss that any more. that thing itself bothers me so much already, i dont even want to THINK about it at the moment. i didnt want to hurt you. i guess its just the coldhearted me i've always been and will always be. right at the moment my feelings are so mixed up.... i feel sorry for ever getting into an relationship with you. not because /I/ dont want it or that /I/ would regrett it, no. its because i once more got someone i really like, into the position that i'll hurt him every now and then. i feel so sorry for what i've done, but ... i also know it wont be the last time a thing like that happend. i know things like that will happen again and again and the more i try to avoid such situations, the more such situations will occure more often and even harder
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