Jonathan just graduated High School. Well actually he did this a few days ago, thursday maybe. I'm supposed to graduate next year but it looks like college=5 Emily=0. I'm trying to catch up. I'll be taking 17 hours this summer. I'm scared to death. I would like not to fail at this. I don't know what it is but it seems I'm not doing anything "right". I'm looking at my life and I can decide to grow up fast and now, or I can runaway and take more time growing up into what will inevitably take over anyway.