got a message. so now me and some other cool kids are going to the relient k concert on tuesday night. thanks for the heads up ( Read more... )

in general, i wanna tell you guys what i'm worried about. specifically i don't want you to hear what i'm worried about. conundrum. (oh, but u have to fill our your forms...CONUNDRUM)

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i don't know about sentimentality. i'm pretty much a romantic for the most part. but lately...i don't know about sentimentality.

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ohhh...apathy

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"on his starship, ender wiggin had no notion of the freight of other people's dreams he carried with him. it had been only days since he left Valentine weeping on the dock. to him, Syfte had no name; she was a swelling in Valentine's belly, and nothing more. he was only beginning to feel the pain of losing Valentine -- a pain she had long since got ( Read more... )

man i'm tired. i dunno, i just read laura's journal about changes...yada, yada, yada. sorry i'm not downplaying it, i know how she feels and i'm resisting being redundant. u know u can't try to orchestrate ur life, u gotta let go and let God u know. but still i figure i've done some things right and i like the way some stuff went. i wanna hang on ( Read more... )

so now i'm home and i'm torn. i don't know whether to sit around and do nothing or sit around and do nothing with my friends. first real day home and my mom is asking me if i've done all these things and i keep saying no. so she's like "so u've basically done..." and i cut her off and say something else. whatever, don't give me shit. give me one ( Read more... )

so this year has been ridiculous. i was just in the shower thinking about all the people i wanna hang out with before i go home. i mean i can't cuz i have to babysit tonight and right now i'm kinda figuring on going home tomorrow. so much has changed this year. i still maintain this will be the hardest year of my life emotionally, socially and ( Read more... )

so i've been sooo stressed out the past few days. however, it's nothing five beers can't handle. split a 12-pack with adam and now i'm feeling "right as rain". there's a split second (in terms of drinking) between feeling good and being drunk. i'm staring that line in the face, perfect place to be when i have all these drawings to do for art. i'm ( Read more... )

so last night at like 1 or so me and adam and anne go to taco bell. hanging out with adam and anne at the same time...it's like friend all-stars; well like the all-stars of the atlanta division. so yeah, that was awesome.

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