What I figured out is that I needed more time to figure you out.

[lantee]

I want to push myself through all the bad parts and come out accomplished, but somehow that seems to good to be true. I need some sunny weather to make me feel uplifted or inspired, lately I'm a blank slate without any kind of potential, drained from one of many obstacles

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[incognito84]

I haven't heard from you in awhile, I think I understand why now.

I hope everything is going okay. I know how hard it can be to prove yourself to yourself. Have you ever considered changing environments?

[lantee]

I think you misunderstood, as you know I have myself "nailed down" but it doesn't make it any less frustrating..lol

I promise this isn't why we haven't talked..speaking of which there doesn't seem to be any real reason besides being busy, so you should call me sometime soon.

[incognito84]

Will do. I have a job now which has ate up my social life, but I might give you a shout sometime in the near future before I have to go to work again.

[mewmewmew_]

Sounds like we're going through something similar just now. I hope you find the time to do some self reflection and answer some of the questions you need to ask. I'm sure you'll find your way of dealing. The approaching good weather will be sure to help.

[lantee]

Hence why read your thoughts so faithfully.

[nosylvie]

Wow, you couldn't have said it better- I've been feeling the same way. I hope you figure things out :)