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Nov 22, 2004 18:27

“I walk around the school hallways and look at the people. I look at the teachers and wonder why they're here. If they like their jobs. Or us. And I wonder how smart they were when they were fifteen. Not in a mean way. In a curious way. It's like looking at all the students and wondering whose had their heart broken that day, and how they are able ( Read more... )

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jyangchareon November 23 2004, 03:04:25 UTC
I've caught you on bad days, you have caught me on bad days...I guess the reason we have livejournals is to let your friends know what happened to you and how you felt.

Could you tell I was having a tedious day?

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lapearlbandit November 24 2004, 01:34:56 UTC
Yasper, every single day is a tedious day. I can't tell which day is which anymore. The week is like one extremely long day.

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tragicpirate November 23 2004, 03:19:41 UTC
i always wonder that. how some people always seem so composed, unfazed by anything that is thrown their way, while you're trying to deal with midterms and events and hearts and deaths, it's not as easy as people make it seem, and sometimes i think, maybe i'm just not good at life, maybe all this should be easier, maybe i'm taking it too seriously, not seriously enough, maybe we all just need to stop for a while, make time and life stop until you can compose yourself again. maybe that's the trick. maybe they know the secret to stopping time. i wish i knew it, i wish i had it.

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lapearlbandit November 24 2004, 01:35:44 UTC
I bet you THEY are wondering why WE are bugging out, going crazy all the time. Damn them.

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zenmasheene November 23 2004, 04:06:40 UTC
Nothing is measured by time.

come come now...

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lapearlbandit November 24 2004, 01:39:09 UTC
Come, come yourself.

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zenmasheene November 24 2004, 05:32:05 UTC
minutes, hours, days, weeks, etc.

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__el_presidente November 23 2004, 04:14:06 UTC
I never could figure out how some people just seem so composed and sure of themselves while everything to me seems just so crazy. Everything all around us, especially this year, seems to be so hectic and sometimes i wonder if i'll be able to cope with it all but then sometimes i just step back and just try to relax. I mean it's just school and it's just a small part of your life so there is so much to look forward to its not even worth stressing over it. I know that when i'm like 30 or so i will look back and wish i wouldn't have stressed so much during my high school years, and wish i could've just enjoyed my youth. Oh well, it's easier to say relax than it is to actually relax but do your best. =)

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lapearlbandit November 24 2004, 01:37:14 UTC
I think when I'm 30, I'll look back at high school and remember how much of douchebags we all were. && how pussy we were for stressing out all the time.

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__el_presidente November 24 2004, 06:51:13 UTC
if you think about it there's not one moment of our lives that we do not stress...stress is like your shadow that follows you.

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lapearlbandit November 27 2004, 17:06:38 UTC
VAT IS GOING ON WITH YOUR CRAZY ICON? IT IS SLIGHTLY SCARY, OTHER HALF TRIPPY. I NO APPROVE. NOOO APPROVE, AT ALL!! Weeee. I'd call you right now, but you're probably sleeping. It's only 9 am Pfft! Hokay, buh bye.

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nadie_noodle November 23 2004, 06:15:30 UTC
you always cheer my eup when i post something about my sad days on lj and for that i thank you. we all have bad days... usually i'm in a pretty good mood, but when i'm sad, i'm completely miserable. i guess the random people you see looking sad one day and happy the nexy will remain a mystery unless you become friends with them and find out about their life.

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lapearlbandit November 24 2004, 01:38:44 UTC
There are far too many people, and there isn't enough time. & I don't think I want to be friends with the world. Not yet anyhow.
sn: wavie016.

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