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I'm trying so hard not to be upset since it's not my place.
The bitter sting of jealousy resonates too easily within me. This is something I need to work on.
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Have you ever thought about what protects our hearts?
In your two-ton death trap, I finally saw
A piece of love in your face
that bathed me in regret
and you drove me to places
I'll never forget
I was never as important as you pretend I was, and if I were, you would have shown it ages ago, and that's all.
Christmas shopping is a bitch, I'm tired and so ready for finals to be done.
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Zaedilux (Trish).
There’s a restlessness in my heart and I’m pretty sure it’s you.
I don’t think in absolutes anymore because I’m no longer certain of myself so I cannot tell you for sure why you make my heart restless. I would love to tell you I try so hard because I love you but I’m not certain I do and you don’t deserve anymore of my lies, as inspired as they are ( Read more... ) -
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We are both so fucked up and so wrong for each other but it doesn't stop me from missing you at the worst times.
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At least you answered.
I'm thinking of being a movie director. More on that later ( Read more... ) -
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There's music and laughter and drinks and family out in the living room, and I feel like such a fraud. I'm not part of them, I dot belong to any family, and I'm in the bathroom writing this instead of smiling and pretending that no one else notices that I'm the outlier. I shouldn't be here.
I hate that I can't yank you out of my mind even though I'm ( Read more... ) -
All of the things you provoked in me.
Pretty Dave, I'll always remember
I still carry such a flame.
There's always another complication. Three boiz, three histories, three outcomes.
Crash and burn.
Maybe crash, maybe not.
Who knows.
I've found myself looking in different directions on different days and wondering. Maybe I should run away from everyone.
I love too much. I fall in love with ( Read more... ) -
I could have _____ed you harder.
I don't have any words left. My lips are cracked and my eyes are dry and my fingers are cramped from writing every single thought that pops into my head but I still feel everything.
I'm at work and I'm exhausted and I've decided I'm getting a puppy sometime within the next year. I don't know what kind, but it's going to be super. I fell in love ( Read more... ) -
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Twice I turned my back on you
I fell flat on my face but didn't lose.
I'm throwing myself in school work and work work to keep my focus anywhere else. The staff at my school has me so frustrated. I want to organize an HIV/AIDS awareness event based off something similar we did in high school, and a few teachers loved the idea, but the people who can ( Read more... ) -
"yes" would have sufficed.
It's a lovely day with lovely friends and I am drinking and things are perfect.
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