Horrorfest is tonight. I'm not having a good time at anything, and I doubt the night will be much different. At least the ride there & back will be nice as a certain Miss Ashley is coming to get me! (I still don't know how to get to Decatur...)

Conscious self
Overall self

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I feel so left out today.I always feel left out at church -- I'm sorry I have to type that into a stupid box on a webpage to voice it, but it's just now coming through my fingers as thoughts. I felt left out of life and friends, when everyone is going out to lunch and I...I'm going to work. I never get to see these people, and I really truthfully ( Read more... )

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I don't know what to say.

There are too many thoughts whizzing by.

I hate coming to work for 8-10 hours and leaving and feeling so drained even though nothing much has occurred.

I need to get out of here.

an empty heart is harder to deal with than an empty room. -- I took a different perspective, but I still liked the words.

( what do you really think of me? )

oh holy fuck.

I missed the season premiere of Angel.

Did anyone happen to tape it? Err....I'll just feel really really sad now. Damnit.

I have the weirdest conversations on AIM. I never get online...but tonight I did, and I learned new things from everyone. The anime came today and we watched about four hours of Escaflowne. The apartment wasn't available. Bandito was good as usual. Blah-diddy-blah ( Read more... )

it's hard to focus on the good sometimes when everything seems to be screwing up, but it's what God wants for us. -- colorsandshadesI'm sure I could get over this. I guess I just don't want to. I like this feeling too well in comparison to the slow creeping I feel otherwise. I don't want to anticipate anymore. I know you don't even suspect my feelings. You ( Read more... )

Today was a nice day with Landon. He tought me to drive a stick-shift, we went into HSV and I bought the first 13 episodes of Revolutionary Girl Utena. He's sleeping over again tonight, so we're basically spending a week together, straight up. Everyone's watching The Young Ones right now...awesomely stupid show. Rick is still my favorite.

( movies, stolen from Devin. I've seen the bolded ones. )

I should be in Nashville right now, cuddled up to Ashley & Landon. Instead...all I've done tonight was cry. My mother yelled at me all day, even though I left school early to go to work. On my off day. I go out of my way, do everything for her, bring her surprises and take care of her, and in return she treats me like I am the worst person in ( Read more... )